Sometimes really felt that there are many problems..
They not come from anywhere else..But from me.. myself..
I do realize that I am not that popular and not a social expert..
I can chat with a friend half way and went out blur while they are still talking..
I will think a lot of negative things towards people/ things...
I really am the worst friend ever..
Just keep me in the dark side..
Just left me there is enough..
Thanks..
Feel like disappearing.. but can't.. It can't help much.. haizz...
DR~~ Happy first anniversary ^.^ hehehe
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Monday, May 9, 2011
Intern ship XD
Finally, Intern ship... At first I was panic and scared don't know what to do.. what kind of people I will meet there? How am I suppose to wear to show respect? How am I suppose to talk to show respect and active? arrrr.... Super scary... T^T
This morning went in.. then there is a beautiful lady coming down from the stairs. We both greet her good morning and She show us the way up to our desk...
After that we had a meeting.. @.@!!! Finally I get to know how a real meeting looks like XD hehehe Really learn a lot... Oh yeah.. this reminds me to write my Report.. XD
Hope that I got time to blog now... hahaha But apparently I don't XD For the first day the boss ade brief us 12 projects they are doing now.. XD hahahahaha but Me and Suh Mei will take part in 2 projects XD
Itekimasu~~ feel sleepy arr... started from 3pm hahaha til now.. Hope tmr wont be like this..
Wish me luck ^^
This morning went in.. then there is a beautiful lady coming down from the stairs. We both greet her good morning and She show us the way up to our desk...
After that we had a meeting.. @.@!!! Finally I get to know how a real meeting looks like XD hehehe Really learn a lot... Oh yeah.. this reminds me to write my Report.. XD
Hope that I got time to blog now... hahaha But apparently I don't XD For the first day the boss ade brief us 12 projects they are doing now.. XD hahahahaha but Me and Suh Mei will take part in 2 projects XD
Itekimasu~~ feel sleepy arr... started from 3pm hahaha til now.. Hope tmr wont be like this..
Wish me luck ^^
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
he said she said..
he+she
he+she
he
she
us
me
he+she I always respect both of you, coz to me both of is like my goddess... Maybe both of you can't even notice it. Cause I really don't know how to express my feelings towards people. I might look like a young and active girl. But when comes into social issue.. I'm suck.. haizz.. she left us.. And He started to do things that he used to teach me not to do. Betrayed, Greedy, Evil.. I not sure what can I believe anymore You used to be the angel for me. But why, you slowly turn into a devil? the one I used to know, used to love.. Where is he?
he+she Both of you, to be honest you guys always stand against us, due to some stupid mind of yours.. You guys always think we had all, but both of you had nothing. And so, you started to do some small actions to drive us apart. And you tries to act nice and kind but it is all fake.. When there is people there, you guys act like you were angels.. But when they turn away, the true colours of yours reveal.. Now, you guys finally wins.. He started to trust what ever you said and trying to get rid of us.. Is this what you really want or more?
he To be honest I thought you are one of the good ones. but why you can be that cruel? Aren't us mean anything to you? Aren't us? Why the things you did to people can be this cruel this scary? What the hell exactly are you? Why we need to clean up the mess you made? Fine if you want us to clean.. but why you can push away all the things nicely and sad you did nothing wrong? why?
us + me These days.. arguments always comes in.. and everybody started to be frustrated, no matter you did something wrong or just a little bit mistakes.. Then just prepare yourself being shoot by others. Ignorance, Frustration all negatives are killing me recently.. Is there something I can do to save the whole situation? Is there any power in me? Is there anyone who can understands even If I said things like this?
ps: to clear things up.. The people above I mentioned have nothing to do with my coll life and my buddies life..
he+she
he
she
us
me
he+she I always respect both of you, coz to me both of is like my goddess... Maybe both of you can't even notice it. Cause I really don't know how to express my feelings towards people. I might look like a young and active girl. But when comes into social issue.. I'm suck.. haizz.. she left us.. And He started to do things that he used to teach me not to do. Betrayed, Greedy, Evil.. I not sure what can I believe anymore You used to be the angel for me. But why, you slowly turn into a devil? the one I used to know, used to love.. Where is he?
he+she Both of you, to be honest you guys always stand against us, due to some stupid mind of yours.. You guys always think we had all, but both of you had nothing. And so, you started to do some small actions to drive us apart. And you tries to act nice and kind but it is all fake.. When there is people there, you guys act like you were angels.. But when they turn away, the true colours of yours reveal.. Now, you guys finally wins.. He started to trust what ever you said and trying to get rid of us.. Is this what you really want or more?
he To be honest I thought you are one of the good ones. but why you can be that cruel? Aren't us mean anything to you? Aren't us? Why the things you did to people can be this cruel this scary? What the hell exactly are you? Why we need to clean up the mess you made? Fine if you want us to clean.. but why you can push away all the things nicely and sad you did nothing wrong? why?
us + me These days.. arguments always comes in.. and everybody started to be frustrated, no matter you did something wrong or just a little bit mistakes.. Then just prepare yourself being shoot by others. Ignorance, Frustration all negatives are killing me recently.. Is there something I can do to save the whole situation? Is there any power in me? Is there anyone who can understands even If I said things like this?
ps: to clear things up.. The people above I mentioned have nothing to do with my coll life and my buddies life..
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
思绪好乱好乱。。
其实当时我说我爱你，你是否真的动心呢？
这问题当时我问了自己很久很久。。
我是那种以为爱所以爱的人吗？
如果是的话那我就真的很差劲了。。
别问我为什么，我也想问我为什么。。
但答案我就不懂了。。
最近，我发现自己很神经。。
不时地看着那个人发呆。。
然后联想他会在下一秒会如何的死亡。。
我是不是又问题啊？
会想这种东西？
就连我也会联想自己如何死亡。。
walau@.@!!!着很恐怖eh。。
我要去看心理医生吗？
看着那些夜空下的灯光。。
我的心平静了。。
本来还凶凶的。。
看着那些夜灯，然后把焦点模糊。。
那些本来不怎么起眼的灯光，顿时灿烂了起来。。
模糊的影子，不时地吸引着我的目光。。
夜空下的灯光，让我爱上你的原因又是什么呢？
为什么 T.T 明明是没东西都被别人说成有东西。。
为什么，听听下。。我也被影响以为有东西？
其实我只是当作朋友。。朋友~~但我又不懂不懂。。
好乱啊~~我不懂啊~~专心专心~~功课功课~~
这问题当时我问了自己很久很久。。
我是那种以为爱所以爱的人吗？
如果是的话那我就真的很差劲了。。
别问我为什么，我也想问我为什么。。
但答案我就不懂了。。
最近，我发现自己很神经。。
不时地看着那个人发呆。。
然后联想他会在下一秒会如何的死亡。。
我是不是又问题啊？
会想这种东西？
就连我也会联想自己如何死亡。。
walau@.@!!!着很恐怖eh。。
我要去看心理医生吗？
看着那些夜空下的灯光。。
我的心平静了。。
本来还凶凶的。。
看着那些夜灯，然后把焦点模糊。。
那些本来不怎么起眼的灯光，顿时灿烂了起来。。
模糊的影子，不时地吸引着我的目光。。
夜空下的灯光，让我爱上你的原因又是什么呢？
为什么 T.T 明明是没东西都被别人说成有东西。。
为什么，听听下。。我也被影响以为有东西？
其实我只是当作朋友。。朋友~~但我又不懂不懂。。
好乱啊~~我不懂啊~~专心专心~~功课功课~~
Sunday, May 1, 2011
那天我笑了
那天我笑了，在我累不可坎的那一天。。当时我像平时一样，站在天桥下发呆，等着妈妈的到来。。突然从身后一个黑影飞快的闪过，停在那红色的自行车。。很快地，拿起已经夹在自行车头的那张粉红色纸条。。读着读着，他脸上冷酷的表情慢慢得露出一个灿烂的笑容。。然后他掏其他的钱袋，把纸夹在里面。打开钱包的那一刻，我看到了里面还有很多张和他手上拿着的那一张是一模一样的纸。。
一张纸条，一个期待。虽然不知纸条里写的是什么。。但那个笑容，是一个出自于心里的笑容。。看到那男生，看到那情形，不知写纸条的人是什么人。。但我还是会心地笑了。。
那天我笑了，突然的我想起了他。。还不是得掉下了眼泪，我还以为我会一个人得撑过那无奈的深夜。。但你看到我回应的讯息有点怪怪的，你打开了视讯果然不出你所料。。我崩溃了但却死撑。。你慢慢得安慰我，我也慢慢的哭诉。。那个夜晚，是我从没遇过的情形。。但也足以温暖我的心。。谢谢你。。做我的耳朵^^
世上有多少人能当你的耳朵聆听，能当你的嘴巴说出你的心声？若你遇到了，请好好珍惜^^
那天我笑了，你拉我到后面告诉我一些我不懂的事。。虽然很难听，但谢谢你告诉我。。不然我也不会懂这些。。后来他经过，来回了两次，第三次踏出声问了“你还好吗？” 我的心感觉到一丝的温暖~后来，她陪同我去一个还蛮遥远的地方。一路上慢慢安慰着我。。没有你们，我看我还活在一个很天真的世界。。谢谢你们拉我到现实。。^^老婆们爱死你们了~~XD
身边有很多人都不断地告诉你你想要听的，同时也拉你到一个虚幻的世界。。那些你觉得美好的其实才是杀死你的慢性毒药。。反而那些，不停提醒你甚至式着吵醒你的人才是把你拉回现实世界的中药~
谢谢你们^^让我能笑着过每一天^^
一张纸条，一个期待。虽然不知纸条里写的是什么。。但那个笑容，是一个出自于心里的笑容。。看到那男生，看到那情形，不知写纸条的人是什么人。。但我还是会心地笑了。。
那天我笑了，突然的我想起了他。。还不是得掉下了眼泪，我还以为我会一个人得撑过那无奈的深夜。。但你看到我回应的讯息有点怪怪的，你打开了视讯果然不出你所料。。我崩溃了但却死撑。。你慢慢得安慰我，我也慢慢的哭诉。。那个夜晚，是我从没遇过的情形。。但也足以温暖我的心。。谢谢你。。做我的耳朵^^
世上有多少人能当你的耳朵聆听，能当你的嘴巴说出你的心声？若你遇到了，请好好珍惜^^
那天我笑了，你拉我到后面告诉我一些我不懂的事。。虽然很难听，但谢谢你告诉我。。不然我也不会懂这些。。后来他经过，来回了两次，第三次踏出声问了“你还好吗？” 我的心感觉到一丝的温暖~后来，她陪同我去一个还蛮遥远的地方。一路上慢慢安慰着我。。没有你们，我看我还活在一个很天真的世界。。谢谢你们拉我到现实。。^^老婆们爱死你们了~~XD
身边有很多人都不断地告诉你你想要听的，同时也拉你到一个虚幻的世界。。那些你觉得美好的其实才是杀死你的慢性毒药。。反而那些，不停提醒你甚至式着吵醒你的人才是把你拉回现实世界的中药~
谢谢你们^^让我能笑着过每一天^^
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