stranger

I need something... something which can whack me hit me tortured me.. just to wake me up...

  Feels like I've been living in your so call "illusion" for so long.. someone or somebody wake me up please.. Is not that i feel depressed about it, i love this illusion.. but i know it is impossible for us that way... hah^.^ you had your life i had mine.. but it seems like i start to feel that i can't live without this illusion.. because I've been use to it.. for a years... but know seems like we are falling apart.. but this illusion of yours still remains.. the memories of yours is like killing me.. and it is also saving me in the same time.. 

 You wanted to kill me is it?? some times i ask myself this question.. but i still can't leave you alone too.. if you need me i sure come in the first place... but when you don't need me i will be in the last in your list.... haizz... fine la... i get use to it by the way... but i don't hate you anyways.. and i don like you also... for you me is the same as what i thought also... 

  Hah ever since i first met you.. i already been attract by you... haha.. why i sounds so lesbian de le... oh no.. my god.... is it i am that way? is it?? wait.... what i feel to you is....haha..

i think too much... me ar.... haiyo... btw... is good that we keep this distance too.. is good for me and you.. although now we are like totally strangers... but we are like strangers who understand each others very well..

  ps: good luck with your life^^ and hope you will have a good relationship with him...

cat

I think all my secondary friends knows i love cats so much^^

but in coll i think only some knows^^

haha.. never mind..

just wanted to say i love cats very much...

i think there are some reasons why i love it so much..

1. their cuteness : yea.. they are very cute.. they walk, crawl, yawn, sleep, looks... everything is cute..

2. their attitude : It reflects me alot i think.. they are playful, calm...mysterious.. i love it^^

3. their size : no matter is kitten or cat.. i love them in different size.. small big fat thin less hair furry fluffy 

4. Their eyes : i think this is the biggest reason that i fall for it, i can stare for hours.. just by looking at it eyes.. their eyes always drag me to their world.. every time i look at it..

i wanted to adopt a cat seriously..but due to many problems i can't.. 

1. my father is a bird and fish lover...

2. my mother always say is hard to adopt a pet.. u need to take care of it..

3. my second sis afraid of cats so much...

4. my little sis will only play with pet a while then ignore them... some more she doesn't love cats either..

haizzz.... i want i want... i take care of it... really... but i also know i got some problems also...

1. need go to coll almost everyday

2. 6pm only come back..

3. no time....

4. all time give to assignments...

but if can i sure will try to manage my time...

huhu really really ....

i really want a cat... huhuhuhu..

moments

Don't know why, i love to spot on couples cute moments and annoying moments^^.

coz i feel they are so adorable^^haha^^

but i also know i am a big light bulb too..

so i just watch from far..

(scary woman)

one kind of situation between 2 ppl^^

girl: why why why??

boy: yes yes yes^^

girl: how how how??

boy: think think think.^^

girl: what what what??

boy: that that that la..^^

girl: so....

boy: so.. lo^^

girl: =.=11

boy: ^.^

I met this before,

pretty annoying also..

haha^^ but can't stop laughing...

coz they are so cute together^^ haha..

another situation (couple argue)

boy: what did i do wrong??

girl: u ask urself la..

boy: lai la.. tell me la..

girl: (quiet and turns around)

boy: sorry la...

girl: (still quiet ..)

boy: =.=11

gitl: (walk away)

boy: start scolding..=__=

haha, pretty annoying rite...

some people mostly girls if their bf made she angry...

she will just keep quiet and turns around..

then the guys will like keep asking wat is wrong??

i met this situation before.. 

not me but my friends..

i was like waaah...

then i ask her why don't just tell him where he went wrong le??

she answer: tell him he later will do the same thing again.. don tell him is to let him figure it out himself..

but i don't think every girls is like that^^ 

i think oly she is like that^^ haha^^

ps: got anymore couple cute moments i saw bot in college and secondary school time^^ tell later^^ hoohoho^^

I ..

I want to say.....

I......

I.......

I........

I......

don wan go Halloween de prom....

scary le....

huhuhuhuuu

why?

Before i start to do my work, i on facebook... (15min)

mean while, i will also on facebook a while... (5 min)

after i finish my work, i sure on facebook...(15min)

i think this is my routine jor...

but even if i on without playing anything..

i will just on for 5-15 min jer....

even play also, i didn't play for long..

but why like this u also don let me on le??

my mom said : "can you stop playing and go back to your work.."

my sis said : "oi ==!! tolong la!! don't on you will die ke?close it now?" then keep nagging me until i close it..

My father said: "can you stop playing?? don't make your mom angry can or not??"

my lil sis said : "can you do your work ah??"

huhuhuhu

i will die de....

let me on facebook....

now..

they even don let me on msn

or listen to music..

msn is ok la... i know what the problem...

but listening to the music, can refresh my mind and give me more energy to keep on working...

why?? like this also don't let me??

for you, yes u will think that music will distract you...

but for me, it will just increase my spirit of working..

told you already...

but why?? 

huhuhuhuhuhu...

without music i will die also...

why??