Don't ever get urself drunk

Don't ever get urself drunk.. cause u might not know wat u going to do... when u got drunk...

now... troubles that i made... i can't even control it..

is like i m the trouble of all the things...

i am not that me anymore...

and i am nothing but a rubbish to you...

i am the extra..

an optional...

a thing that you don't even wanted to care ...

if you care...

i am here to tell you..

please abandon me..

cause the situation that we are being now..

there are only 2 ways..

one is you abandon me along the roadside...

one is you accepted me, but abandon the one that you choose on the first time...

both of it... is hurting...

either one of us will be hurt...

but y don't you let go of me..

and let me take all this?

if i m not drunken...

i wouldn't said anything bout that to you...

cause i know it is impossible...

and make things worst...

is fair to let me have all the sorrow and sadness..

and i am so sorry for what i did...

sorry for everything i did...

things had change...

we can't talk like we used to be..

we can't chat like we used to be...

we can't play like we used to be too...

u... had the wright to choose...

and i had the wright to wait...

but even thought u haven't make ur choice..

i think i know the answer...

if there is a miracle happening..

please happen on the person who needed it the most..

if the angels are kind..

please don't let me walk in heaven..

i don't deserve to walk into nor in front the gate of heaven..

if i never said that to you..

you will never knows...

and we will be like our same pattern..

if i tell you bout that...

at least you knows..

at least i had no regrets...