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Friday, September 30, 2011

dar go see another one la if dar wan to see XD hahahahahahaha
LOL~~~ XD

Saturday, September 24, 2011

放话给负心汉

从古至今,女人还是被视为比男人弱的一种生物。。
而那些所谓的大男人,就因要炫耀自己的强者风范,从古至今就不听欺压女人。。
就不分之能够教信仰,黑人白人。。亚洲欧洲。。
欺压女人的举动还是那么的张扬。。

就说以前吧~
女婴已出生就要被活埋,不然就会让家人蒙羞。。
女生是不允许去读书。。如果要读书就得做艺妓在青楼卖艺
女生结婚后就已经被视为外嫁女,凡是以夫家的利益走先。。
夫君若去世,女人就得一起去死表示对夫君的忠心。。
女人添不到男丁,就是女人的错。。
女人不能做皇帝。。
女人不能享受吃喝玩乐~
等等。。

现在,大部分的女人还是被男人欺压着~
男人在外搞三搞四,就理直气壮。。女人在外搞三搞四就不行。。
haiz。。男人啊~~不是说你们的不是。。
只是女人为了男人,忍痛的生下你们的小孩。。
又要好好的淤泥的母亲和睦相处。。
又要视你的兄弟姐妹为自己的兄弟姐妹。。
又要在你累的时候安抚你的心情。。
又要照顾及教导子女,打扫家务。。
这里跑哪里跑的。。你们男人也该体谅吧?
虽然你做工很累。。但想想~你老婆也在拼命的打工。。
又要做以上的事情。。你说呢?
还给我对不起女人。。
我想问你的理直气壮是哪来的狗胆?理直气壮而大声地说“我没有做过对不起你的事”这些瞎话。。 你事显命长是不是?
女人不是好欺压的人。。
我敢保证!!当女人被得罪时,你们男人就活不久的了。。

哈哈~~

Friday, September 23, 2011

第一次对没用的自己。。
生气了。。
我怎么一点都帮不上忙。。
又不会这个或那个。。
很想帮但是总是麻烦别人。。
自己也搞不好。。
也顾不到自己。。
还说要保护我心爱的人。。
讨厌自己这么不争气
@@!!!!

post while working XP

wishing all the best to all my beloved ones~
Recently keep having those scary visions again.. Visions about how people die.. and How I die..
huhuhu quite scary enough to frighten me T^T
But now I can't be distracted by all these stuff T^T
Assessment date is just the week after next T^T huhuhu
Hope can make everything on time without any fails now..
And hope de outcome is nice enough ^^ haha
Actually Found some quite interesting ones~ haha

Wish me luck ^^
ps: dar must take care k ~.~ since u are now sick ler..
Although keep saying dat dar is not even sick at all but still better go check k.. worry ah

Thursday, September 22, 2011

found out something lovely action dar make to me @.@!!!
Now baru know~~

haha XD The feeling of dar is the one is even stronger than last time ^^
Muacks I love you dar ^^ so so much ^^
muacks muacks

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

haiz..

我有那么不可靠吗?
为什么不好的事都觉得是我做出来的。。
难道我给人的印象是没人性的吗?
为什么对我连一点信心都没有?
相信我的人没好几个。。
自备的我,甚至还自责自己是不是那么没有用。。
让人相信我的那种勇气.. 难道我就这么不可靠?
难道我在你们的眼里,就是那副德性?
都那么久了。。我是怎样的人你们会不知道?
我在你们眼里难道就像你们口中常说的那么没用,不可靠,坏人,自私,不理不听?
不关心,emo。。

我是你们眼中的那样?

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

a short post for my charger XD haha

really feel warm when dar do something for me..
Even though is just a simple word out of caring, it feels warm ^^

Am I too easy to get touch? haha ^^love dar so much~
The love and care feels so real, and it feels so warm and nice ^^
now it seems like one kind of charger to me ler ^^ hahaaXD
To recharge me every time I feel down or tired ^^
Dar I love you ^^

Argue.... arghhh

stressing nowadays..
Assignments already stressed me out due to lect still don want to approve.. But haha even me oso cant found the best way to do it.. ishk hate it.. Even I can't approve my thing.. I wanted something to be creative and related to my topic.. hmm.. Did I choose the wrong topic to do it? but this is what I dream of.. I wanted to bring up something which is almost dead.. Especially to at least affect people to appreciate every little thing in our everyday life... That is it!! is so simple that I almost forgot... Just a simple logo.. @.@!!! I can do it..

1. bring back up the almost dead culture...
2. art related..

But lect keep calling me to focus on the art stuff.. @.@!! Maybe I do two version? arghh.. I start talking with myself.. me and myself arguing..  =.=lll Can't waste any time now~~ time.. you are the thing I need to defeat with my idea.. sounds kinda hard? But I can do it~~ must not get myself lost this time @.@!!

ps: dar dar dar dar miss you badly le~~ T^T

Sunday, September 18, 2011

要睡前的一个post (夜深人静-上)

夜深人静时总是会想很多。。
无论今天有多开心有多幸福,每当疲惫的自己躺在床上的那刻,又或者当自己在一个没人的房间里时。。心就会开始不断的和自己的脑袋开始了一场辩论赛。。
回想今天所发生的事,
想象未来的事。。
回想当年的自己。。
回想那美好或刻骨铭心的壮烈事项。。
回想,什么人说过的什么话。。

伤心的,开心的。。
有道理的,由规划的。。

我是那种常常像很多的人。。
每一个人的一言一语。。我都牢牢记住。。
可能在这一刻我会记住,下一刻会忘记。。
但如果你对我很重要,我绝不会忘。。

Friday, September 16, 2011

today today today

Waaa almost cant log in this account T^T

Anyways, today is....
Our 4th months anniversary^^ hehe
We went to several places to celebrate our special day~
 First we went to ikea to have breakfast in two places~
haha XD then dar transfer de movies to me ^^ 
then work for a while~~ ^^ then we da pao and went to 1u~
haha xD we went there to play arcade XD
Super happy~ broke de record ^^ weeeee~~ 
and the rank all is my name XD wakakaka
then dar drive by using the new card as testing..
but at last he play back his own card ^^ haha
then we went to the worst pool @1u
is expensive and there is so many ppl smoking.. smoking..
our head hin hin and cant tahan.. so we finish it quick
And then we went to vietnam restaurant to had our lunch ^^

Then we went back to the curve hahaha XD
and went to look at all the manga stuff~ haha XD
Then we went to the maid cafe ^^
And have our little tea time ^^
At last we went back home to had our dinner ^^

waaa~~ now my leg so pain~ haha
bet is too tired~ ^^ haha blek^^
love dar so much ^^ haha
ahh~~ love till dono wat to post hahah
xD
As for the photos~ I'll upload it later XD weeee XD

Anyways~ Love Love Love dar so so so much ^^

Thursday, September 15, 2011

12-14-1991 11:55pm 出生的我完整分析~ XD 终于让我找到并且分析出来了~~ ^^

终于完全分析出我的星座了。。太阳,火星和水星都落在我的星座但猜想火星和太阳是主宫吧?哈哈~~还是乱来了一下~~XD因为一下图来看,太阳和火星是没有先连到其他的行星eh~~还是半懂半不懂的我就只好什么都放咯~~ 上升的星座我还是看不懂。。 因为解释的完全是外星语言。。所以都不懂T^T




太阳落在射手座
  
射手座是黄道宫上的第九个星座,和第三个火象星座(也是最后一个,继牡羊座和狮子座之后)。受到巨大的木星所主宰,射手座象征着轻松、开朗的人生观,而且拒绝被烦碎的琐事所困。射手座又称为人马座(半人半马),是个张着弓、充满智能的猎人;就像射手充满哲思的箭,能够正中标的、一针见血。射手座致力于阐扬人性值得尊崇的一面,跟着射手的箭,仿佛可以直指星辰,无远弗届。不过射手座也会有飞过头的时候(不是太远,就是太快),但他们却还是会督促别人不该屈就于低层的琐事之中。受到木星的主宰和鼓舞,射手座的人凡事总往好处想。射手座是天蝎座和魔羯座间的过渡星座,将水象天蝎座的稳定、克制,转化成土象魔羯座的雄心、实际。射手座代表的是生命周期的第九个阶段——从56岁到63岁,性格就像一个完全掌有大权的人,逐渐卸下家庭和工作的重责大任,开始将注意力转向思 考个人或更广博的问题。受到木星的影响,射手座具有放松、乐观、渴望综观远景的特质。除此之外,正直的信念,是射手座待人处事和律己坚守的伦理原则。虽然 射手座对于人生总是信心满满,却往往因为太过理想化,惹来无谓的的争议。他们的能量超强,但是一旦丧失动机或自信心时,便会像泄了气的气球,一泄千里。射手座是永远热中学习的学生,总想更进一步了解世界,因此他们对于自然和动物特别感兴趣,也就一点都不令人惊讶了。尤其是动物,射手座甚至认为 可以在动物身上发现许多值得人类仿效的地方。为了追求更高的真理,他们甚至不惜超出份际,反驳许多传统社会的价值观。射手座必须非常小心,当信念无法被认 同时,千万不要过份责怪他人。射手座喜欢变动和旅行,但当他们找到自己的归属时,就会甘于在一个地方安身立命。在“家”的范围里,他们可以舒适地探索思想领域,研拟新的挑战计画。射手座不断地寻求可以展现自己的新方法,他们少有感到厌倦的时候.



火星落在射手座---喜欢新鲜感,容易动情,但往往并不专情,三分钟热度。

追求自由而热情洋溢是你的特性,有不凡的先知和远见,不断为众人带来新思潮及新方向。善于远征却不懂得守成,常常心浮气躁无法执行任务,所以只 适合策划却不能彻底完成一件事,流于虎头蛇尾。你喜欢运动及探险,到异国旅游或许有意外的收获。你的腿部容易运动伤害,肝藏疾病也要注意。火星射手的人喜欢自由和私密,他们对自己关注的事件,会有持久的热情,对他们不关注的事情, 则会显得相当不耐烦。 火星射手的人,活力总是很旺盛,精力也很持久。他们有自己的空间,这些领域只属于他们自己。他们喜欢四处旅行,以满足他们的求知欲。所谓读万卷书,行万里 路,正是他们感知世界的一种方式。著名的服装设计大师皮尔•卡丹的火星就位于射手,充沛的精力和旺盛的斗志,令他涉足多个领域均有斩获。


水星落在射手座---直接坦白、直觉敏锐

你好比急惊风一般,思绪像走马灯一样转个不停,让旁人跟不上。计画常常执行到一半,又被另一个计画所取代,因此你是一个企画高手,却不善执行。你很有正义感,乐于助人,表达想法直接而不拐弯抹角,当然说起话来也会直率地伤人。水星在射手座会相当注意社会脉动,包括法律、流行或商机。水星位于射手座是一个较不利的位置,因此你容易偏重事情的表象,而非真象。虽然你往往能将一些社会事件解释得相当透彻。然而,你却不愿多花心思去取得深切详细的信息,你极有可能忽略真实。水星在射手星座的人可能有预测未来的能力,因为你注重事物外在表象的个性使得你能够了解什么会受到大众欢迎。所以你也能为大众揭开未来的神秘面 纱。你说话非常直接,明白地将所想的事情说出。你也极需心灵自由,但思想很少会脱离传统或是当今的社会道德。因此,你通常会受到别人尊重。但就另外一方面 来说,这种性格倾向如果严重的话,可能会使你变得伪善,因为你可能比一般的社会价值好不到那里去。要了解,受大众欢迎的态度未必就是正确的。你会渴望在高等教育,或权威机构中巩固自己的地位,如:大学、热门产业或政府机关等。你的目的是赢得权威、地位,即使代价是屈从贪污、服从腐 败,你也再所不惜。你喜欢把自己视为真理的代表,但究竟是或不是,还要视水星的相位而定。除此之外,你还喜欢对他人说教,好卖弄自己的学问。有时候你只会顾一些高远的理想,而忽略了近在咫尺的事物。如果同时受到海王星的影响,水星在射手星座的人会有爱幻想的倾向。 



木星落在第五宫---喜欢棋、牌,赌运好,子女有成就

木星在第五宫的人,具有艺术、教育、体育方面的创造力,因为你特别喜爱幼童,使你成为幼儿教育者,你的子孙通常也很成功而且与众不同。你通常会投身于商业投资、教育、艺术或娱乐界,你很能带给人们罗曼蒂克的快乐,但切勿过份自满,而造成金钱的损失。你喜好富丽堂皇的气派,喜欢大规模的处事。运动、小孩、制造性的活动与风流韵事只是你多方面兴趣的一小部份。你在投机事业与赌博上有好运道,尤其是当木星 有良好相位时。此种相位也暗示着你有笼大的家族,子女会成功,对你亦有助益。这是个适宜教育、出版与娱乐工作的位置。当相位不佳时你可能会太过勇猛,粗率而极为诉诸感官。



金星在第七宫---有助婚姻,受克时婚姻不美满

你擅长制造和谐的气氛,所以你的婚姻美满。由于能在群众当中颇获人望,你的企业合伙关系将很顺遂。你有法律头脑,可在任何与法律有关的事务上无 往不利。你天性富于同情心,如果你一生未婚,那必然是处于自己的抉择,而并非机会的寡少。你与各色人等皆相处融洽,而且从社交上亦受惠良多。若相位受克, 你倾向于心怀怨恨,这甚至于会导致虐待狂。金星位于第七宫的人,如果相位良好,会拥有受人钦羡的社交能力及美满婚姻。他们极受欢迎,也很体贴他人,同时具有处理公众事务的能力。所以很适合从事心理学、销售、公共关系、表演艺术等方面的工作。对他们而言,婚姻及私人友谊非常重要,会为了情爱满足而选择趁早结婚,而且会经由婚姻获致社交关系及财务上的进展。团体人际关系有助他们表达情爱,而也以同样的方式接受爱。他们很少涉及法律事务,如果不慎卷入中,也会寻求庭外和解的方式。



冥王星落在第七宫---和伴侣关系不密切

亲密关系的互动,将是激发个人潜力的最主要因素,有时候,可能亲密关系(包括合作伙伴)带来正向力量,帮助自己提升,但也可能伴随强烈的控制欲,当时运来时,有可能情人变敌人,合作变对抗。冥王星在位第七宫时,显示这些人的生活将强烈地收到配偶、同伴与人际关系的影响。他们会吸引一些自我意识强烈而又权威的人。这种人急切地追求公正,对其他人的错误反应激烈。这些人必需学着去了解与他人的合作关系是很重要的,并要随时提醒自己留心注意。只要有正面的心态不断努力,一定会使他们达到与人和谐共处的目的。如果冥王星有好的相位,这些人会具有洞悉旁人内心及动机的直觉力,因此这一相位相对于心理学家,律师及法官很有帮助。冥王星位在第七宫时恰巧带来的是破坏的力量,这些人倾向于被比他们强的人控制或控制比他们弱小的人。这些人必需学会公平、负责和服从命令的责任。



太阳落在第八宫---有玄学之兴趣

太阳在第八宫位,表示你对生命神秘性的深层兴趣,例如:死後的意识复活等,这种倾向在你年轻时并不明显,但到了晚年时会愈慢慢浮现。你非常重视 精神生活,并且会将思考所得的,在外在环境中实现,如此内心才会安稳,并将之与朋友们分享。一旦了解自己这一层面,并加以实现,你便会再也无所畏惧,只要 你坚持自己的原则,便没有事物能伤害你。你严谨的处事态度,虽然有所失,却也有所得。如果相位良好,会有继承遗产的机会。如果相位稍差,则在这些事务上可 能会有麻烦事或诉讼。如果离婚的话,代表赡养费的安排不利於你;如果是女性的话,可能表示丈夫会浪费钱财。太阳处於第八宫位的人,有时一生天份都无法被发 现、被赏识,死後才被人重视的倾向。你害怕孤单的感觉,与人合作便成了你的生活方针,由于你喜欢与朋友一起分享或合作,常给人随和的印象,也因此你的人缘通常很不错,很适合从事公关工作,很 好的宣传人及无论如何,性、权力、金钱游戏、玄学和宗教,是你一生最重要的人生课题,不管你想不想要,同时也意味着你可以在神秘主义、玄学和宗教等方面发 挥高度的能力,你对于人类深沉的欲望有着过人的理解力和探索力,在生命转弯的地方,你必须选择追求金钱与权力,成为商人或参与政治,还是选择玄学、宗教领 域,超越世俗的纷扰,转化你内在的欲望,成为一位宗教师或玄学专家。



火星落在第八宫---是奉行性是性,爱是爱的人,性欲旺盛的烈火情人。

火星位于第八宫是非常有力的位置,因为这个宫位所对应的正是由火星所统御的天蝎座。

火星在这个位置的人,具有强烈的欲望及情感强度,活力及耐力会投注在贯彻目标上,在与他人财务或合作方面,他们具有侵略性。此一位置会产生有力的性趋力,如果火星相位不佳,如上个人的星宫图有神秘倾向时,你对于性的力量会显得非常有兴趣。高度发展人──尤其是火星位于有力地位时,例如:天王星、海王星冥王星等可能对于神秘力量、心理力量及死后的灵魂非常有兴趣。在许多情况时,你可能会有意外死亡的可能性,如果火星相位不佳,可能会出现激烈死亡方式,严重的话,而且发展又较差,可能会有犯罪的倾向。如果火星相位不良,在与人合作上可能会发生冲突,你可能会根据各类好坏的动机而私下采取行动。你是健壮、纯朴与性感的,你重视性生活。生活上你常需要处理别人的金钱,有时候是一种大众需要的才能。你对心灵方面的事物与来生感到兴趣,可能在这些方面 从事研究。这对于政治家、外科手术者、调查员、心理学家与精神病专家都是良好的位置。死亡的想法对你来说是一种自娱而且感到舒适,而你的死亡可能是突然降 临的。如果火星与海王星形成相位,就表示你应该避免与心灵现象有所牵涉。



水星落在第八宫---喜研究神秘学,有揭秘能力

水星在第八宫的人对于科学及神秘事物深表兴趣,你会对研究灵魂学及死者沟通有所偏好,此外对于合作经济、纳税、保险、丧葬商品等也特别有兴趣。由于第八宫属死亡宫位,所以工作的领域可能会与上述行业有关。水星在此一宫位的人希望保有自己的隐私,尤其是那些让你觉得有关个人权益的事。你喜欢暗中计划,在策略的谋划上也颇具专才。你喜好神秘及阴谋,喜欢阅读及写作侦探神密的故事。你需找出秘密的欲望及能力,寻找人类行为背后的动机,因为你们有此天份。兄弟姊妹的死亡对你尤其重要。你喜好与灵魂相关的旅行。而你通常感为秘密讯息或重要文件的管理者。健康方面,代表可能会神经系统失调或呼吸疾病。你十分在意他人冷淡的言语。如果水星相位不良,你可能会怨恨他人、言语中怀恨或加以报复。 



天王星落在第九宫---在外游历时多怪事或意外

天王星在第九宫有先进的思想,常偏离正轨,对新潮的观念有兴趣,且有理想化的倾向,你常突然决定旅行以寻求刺激及冒险,你常对世界“碎碎念”,但不会真正讨厌世界,反倒会把社会上不愉快的变好。天王星在第九宫显示了对于宗教、哲学以及高等教育有先进的思想。天王星位于此宫的人们通常偏离正统的宗教观点而对占星学、心灵感应、神秘论或轮 回只说有兴趣。例如,他们对新式教育有兴趣,采取渐进的教育观点、视听及电子教学。他们也常有乌托邦式的思想,但实际还要视天王星的方位来看。他们常突然决定旅行以寻求刺激及冒险。遥远的过去、远方的世界以及乌托邦式的神秘,深深吸引他们。因此他们对天文学及考古学有兴趣。如果天王星 受困于此,可能会造成对神秘的仪式及政治社会哲学有狂热的信仰。这些人也可能成为纸上谈兵的哲学家,他们对世界病态的解释不会建立在实际经验的基础上。但 是,如果天王星在此方位良好时,就可能促进人道社会秩序的改革。神秘论、天文学的作家或哲学家,通常是天王星位于此宫。

海王星落在第九宫---浓厚哲学和玄学兴趣

海王星在第九宫的人会有令人讶异的直觉力,许多事你都是由直觉获知的。若相位不佳,你会着迷似的追随某些精神领袖或偶像崇拜,你应该严谨思考事物真正价值的所在,以免盲目崇拜或一辈子都在追星。你对过于实用的事物没兴趣,另外也可能与配偶的家人处不好。当海王星位在第九宫时,会显示出对于神秘宗教的兴趣。这些人可能沉迷于神秘的仪式、瑜伽、精神治疗、神秘的异国宗教中。如果海王星的相位良好,则这些人会有强大的灵魂力量,并对未来有预知的能力。海王星位在第九宫的人有令人讶异的直觉力。如果海王星的相位良好,许多有价值的讯息都可通过直觉获得。相反地,如果海王星的相位不佳,他们会着 迷似的追随某些精神领袖或灵异不可知地现象。他们必须精神分辨真正具有崇高精神力量的圣贤与自我迷恋并夸大自己地神棍的不同之处。具有不良相位的的人,通常会对实用导向的教育及训练过程不以为然;他们也可能与配偶一方的家人处得不好。

土星落在第十宫---有雄心壮志,晚年事业容易出问题

土星在第十宫是有力的,因为这一宫位对应摩羯座,而土星主宰摩羯座。土星在此宫的地位也是十分崇高的,因此,此位置显示了强烈的事业野心以及通过事业得到地位,尤其在29岁以后。如果土星在此相位良好,权威、高位、财务及领导权的获得促使了更加努力工作及道德整合。但是,如果土星受困于此,就会有因为野心而放弃原则的倾 向。最后导致运势走下坡、公众的唾弃以及丧失高位。土星位于第十宫的人们应特别小心处理自己的原则和不名誉的事件。他们也可能因违反一般的法则而付出极大 代价。有意见事很重要,就是野心及成功不是终结的目的,他们要求自心底争取权利的动机,还好,如果他们虐待或凌辱他人,他们就永远无法得到领导地位,而且在困难及不利的情况下,他们的错误是可以纠正的。土星在第十宫带给人们眼光远大的组织及管理能力,因此造就了许多这类型的商业行政人员及政客。如果土星受困于此,他们的事业会充满障碍、失望且缺少机会。

月亮落在第十一宫---爱结社,喜演讲

月亮在第十一宫位的人会热切的渴望友谊及团体活动。你可能会认识许多人,但彼此间的关系未必能持续。你的希望、目标以及行动会随着自己的情绪而改变。你会有许多女性的朋友。你的家常常是大伙聚集的地方,透过家庭间的聚会也会让你结交到许多朋 友。你的情绪起伏受到朋友意见的影响极大。你不喜欢孤独,需要他人的陪伴获得情绪上的满足。然而有时候你也需要独处以稳定自己的情绪。你的看法不受偏见左右,泰然而客观,但你时常会改变目标。你在组织工作上表现良好,有许多朋友交游广阔,对你的帮助不小,而且彼此也有和谐的关系。不过如果你的月球有不利的相关位置你就必须小心被虚伪的朋友所利用。   
想分析的朋友们~可以到这个网站进行分析~ http://12-xingzuo.blogspot.com/2010/10/blog-post_2105.html
但要记得你的出生时间与地点,然后跟着他的指示去做就行了。。
有谁看得懂上升星座的告诉我好吗~~谢咯^^
                                                                                                                                                              
okie~~找到了算的方法~~感谢danielle~~要知道的朋友们去这里参考吧~ http://wenda.tianya.cn/wenda/thread?tid=6eb787d70d6a3b9b
哈哈~~

上升星座在双鱼座--悲天悯人的梦想家 

个性特质: 敏感、体贴、适应力强 
用两句话来形容你吧: 
1. 具有同情心,喜欢幻想但容易陷入空想 
2. 对于周遭事物的改变很敏感 
●上升星座在双鱼的人具有悲天悯人的胸怀,善体人意、敏锐的你们虽然因为乐于助人而得到不少人的真心爱戴,但是也往往为自己惹来不少麻烦。不过你们天赋的直觉力会帮助你们避掉真正的大麻烦,也是你们最幸运的地方。 
●上升星座在双鱼的人可以说是天生的梦想家,这也是你们生活动力的来源,不过个性敏感纤细的你们往往会不自觉的陷入空想之中,随着这些空想乎悲乎 喜,让人觉得你们不切实际。不过你们天生对事物的洞察力可以帮助你们了解这个世界并且进入它,因此有些上升双鱼仍然可以摆脱无所事事的空想,做一些真正为 大众服务的工作。 
●上升在双鱼的人对于金钱的使用方式非常挥霍,只要引起你们的购买欲,就会二话不说地掏出钱来。因此你们在金钱相关的事物上,会投注相当多的精神。 

A special post for tomorrow~

april 4th~ The first post dar send to me~ And because of this post~ Because of this~ we start to hang together~ From friendship till gor gor mui mui~ then finally now.. Couple~ ^^
Because of this photo~ I start to get curious on dar~ Start to have so many question to ask dar.. Wanted to research on dar~ Keep thinking and guessing what kind of people dar is behind every people. Maybe is because dar is a bit similar to me.. That is why gua? But because of this~ we... ^^

After that day we start to chit chat about everything leh~ Even have a Q and A session @.@!! I ask and he answer. haha XD And slowly~ we became Gor gor mui mui ahaha XD but this only happens on the 5th day dar send the photo to me.. we chat about almost everything and even shares our feelings and give advices and cheer to each other~ 

One day, I cant even control all the negative feelings I had and start to be emo.. That time I really wanted to find a person to listen or just to be there for me.. And that time, dar is the one who sense that I'm sad although I keep deny and keep saying I'm fine cause I don't want to trouble anybody for this.. But dar is the on who so active and says "you can tell me everything.." and then he said "I will be the listener, let me be ok?" I was super touch by the words dar said to me~

But then after severals day after that day~ Dar confess to me.. In a very different way which just like his way..  ^^ haha my cute dar dar~ But.... I never forget the day dar confess to me~ It makes me down and happy in the same time... XD hahaha

Finally, dar came down to live in kl and live a brand new life here.. I'm super touch with the things he did REALLY... He sacrifice a lot just to come down to KL and yet I bring so many troubles to him.. T^T I'm so sorry dar.. But still thanks for dar who came down to KL~ And gives me so many good memories~ 

Thanks for the 4 months dar~ thanks for being a part in my life ^^ our path might have many obstacles in front and even block our way~ But I believe together we can overcome everything bad in front ^^ 

Happy anniversary dar^^ 

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

mad mad mad

!@#!@$!@#!@#!@!@#!#!$@#$#$@#$@#@#@$
ishk...

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

发泄完毕~

其实没有谁差,谁好~只不过是有喜欢,和不喜欢。。
你若喜欢他就会是比天更好~
你若不喜欢他就会比垃圾还差。。
所以别用你的喜欢与不喜欢来抉择我的喜好。。
我不喜欢因为人多的喜好一直,而要我妥协。。
我不喜欢妥协这两个字。。你可以说我固执说我叛逆,说我不听劝。。
但我就是不喜欢被牵着走,被你的绳索控制我要去的方向和要做的动作。。
如果我愿意被你拖着走我会心甘情愿的去做。。

并不是在骂人。。
只不过又是每一个人生里一定会遇过这种事。。
遇过被别人命令要你去做你不愿做的事。。
要你去做破坏你原则的事。。
要你跟着他们订的规则做事。。
不能这样,不能那样。。
我是射手,爱好自由的射手。。
虽然会害怕自由的滋味~
虽然会想要让别人用笼子关起来。。
但,如果是错的。。
我会做出一些能够释放我,换我自由的举动。。
过程中很可能会伤害你。。

毕竟射手座也是个弓箭手~
虽然矛盾,喜欢却又害怕,害怕却又想拥有,拥有却怕失去。。
射手其实不简单。。
别看他们外表那个样。。
背地里可能是一只可怕的蝎子,依赖的巨蟹,冲动的白羊,幻想多端的双鱼,要面子的狮子。。。
射手能无微不至的保护你~但一旦你背叛了射手。。
与别人说要怎样害你,怎样诅咒你。。
但行动上还不是放掉你,自己伤心的在角落里静静地哭泣。。
不让任何人看穿他们是多么的脆弱。。
你能有多了解一个半人半兽的星座呢?
能够深入了解的就只有亲人,知己,爱人吧。。
但真正在掩饰自己的射手们。。
以掩饰来当保护色的射手们。。
就只有你们自己能够了解自己吧。。

^^

looked at the ring everyday since that day dar brought it for me~ Really is super happy ^^ Is not because of the ring I'm happy with but dar is the one who give it to me.. ^^ It shines because of dar ^^ haha although still no any propose from dar but.. still haha ^^ love you so much ^^

I'm not materialistic girl, haha ^^ And I'm not that desperate at all too.. ^^ just that can be with him everyday is already enough for me~ ^^ To be a part in his life ^^ To be love and care by him and to care and love him ^^ muacks~ Don't know how to explain, but besides my family I never love a person that much before~

Is like there are so many sounds in me telling me what I want to do with him~ haha XD love you love you ^^ Is not like any guys I met in the past~ dar is special ^^ muacks

can i scold bad words?

Is kinda angry to have a person like this in your life, they do nothing but create troubles..Some more they keep creating problems for you to solve. After u solve their problems they don even appreciated it and back stab at you @.@!!! They always take things as granted just because they have a son who are now so pampered and really no use that kind of person.. Only knows how to take money from others to solve his luxury problem...

Really shame of you guys, you guys keep saying how good you are to the others but hey..  All you do is just acting like a clown in front of everyone.. You guys cant bluff us.. All the good things u all had done is just playing a stupid role in front of people..

Really hate you guys, you guys made us lose our precious thing and yet now u want us to help u out on ur mess? ishk.. Some more said that we will get our benefits???? pui... benefit is u guys kick us out again? ishk ishk..

Monday, September 12, 2011

kena complain again...

Here is a post which special for the reader who complain me just now..
Now me wan complain oso XD Dar ur blog din update @.@!!!! hahaha~~ go update then i update mine hahah

Sunday, September 11, 2011

another wonderful day~ don't you think?

Today had the most awkward and a fun day with dar^^
Firstly Tofu in the house~~ haha XD he came to visit me at my house and he stayed for several hours to help me out on some works~ thank you^^

Then we went to have our lunch with my mom and two adorable but yet shy shy sis @ ss2 haha~ we ate so many things at there~~ hahaha but still the mee I ordered is super spicy~~ @.@!!

Finally~~ we can go out pak tor~ we went to pasar seni in order to search for the things i wanted for work ^^ and at there ^^ dar propose to me by buing the ring~~ muahahaha  Sadly... dar just brought de ring for me without proposing anything T^T but still my smile cant fade away after he brought that for me ^^
Tadaa a candid shot for~~ the ring~~ haha XD Just love the design simple and nice without any diamond on it but it keeps shinning till i need to wear sunglasses~~ lol~~ XD

Then we went to pool @ Amcorp mall~~ really recommended this place~ is so relaxing and yet there is not much people playing at that place= no smokers ~~ weeheee~~ We played for severals round and I win at the last game out of 3 games... hahaha and dar end de game while de game just started.. hahaha XD

At night, we went to had our dinner with family.. is super awkward enough that nobody talks.. or even talk are just for several minutes.. that is all @.@!! then we eat eat eat eat... then Finnish... T^T we had our guessing game after finish up all the dishes, paid the bill and we go.. 

Super sad that need to go home early hhahaha T^T cant hang out with dar until 9pm something T^T huhuhuhu but still thanks for dar~~ today I really had so much fun ^^ and a very different experience ^^ haha

Friday, September 9, 2011

Too over

Unlike people start to talk without think..
Is was like keep on shooting stupid arrows to me @.@!!
The first time I can play the fool.. The second time I can ignore..
The third time.. Ok is on @.@!!! ishk really don like this type of person..

(to avoid misunderstanding, this is not related to any person who are important to me..)

Maybe to you I really looks like an idiot girl who just knows how to laugh no matter what you said...
Seems like there is nothing can make me angry...
HUH!!!! dislike YOU ishk ishk ><<

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Singing own creation songs!! lol~

I'm a little kitty now feeling sleepy~~~
falling asleep in library~~
I'm a little kitty who is super lazy~~
Wanna sleep in the library~~


Wednesday, September 7, 2011

T^T

For the first time.. I'm so worried..
First time call cant even reached.. huhu..
Really scared, panic and worried so much..
Keep on think over and over, more and more..
ahhhhh First time worried bout someone (exp my family..) so much!!!
huhuhuhuh promise me.. Don get urself into any accident k..
Dar... worried worried de ah...

Time is the weapon to kill everything huhu

Ideas Ideas~~ I need idea~~ 
Photography illustration.. Power... What exactly power means to you? 
What kind of power is the one you think is the most powerful eh?
I got some ideas from dar and my families. haha XD
But still... haiyo~~ Scared.. cant make it on time.. T^T 

Gonna to attend class soon.. And lect need to see some developments.. aaaa~~~ I haven done anything.. die die~~ Just only simply sketch and update my report only.. T^T 

Force to hardworking now on~~ ahhh no time T^T

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Just drop by

Only foolish will show off their intelligence..
haha~~ today just watched a new korean drama and one of the actor's line was the line above~
blek~~ lazy meow always drop by when I wanted to start hardworking..
Really need to be really focusing on my work @.@!!! okie... WORK~~
Adiyos~

p/s: When somebody special tells you "Love you so much" it feels so warm inside~~ Don't know why the warmness comes naturally~~ ^^ will you? hehe

shalala~

快四个月了~~
之前一直以为我们已经四个月。。。
去算了后才领悟到~~快四个月了~~
距离我担心的那天又近了。。
T^T
做功课去。。不想不想。。
真的很不想会发生任何一件坏事。。
x.x!!

Monday, September 5, 2011

我的诗~~

即使在那灿烂的烟火下~
看到的只是那一瞬间的美丽~
但握着的手,因为是你的~
这温暖的手却是永远紧紧握住的~

那所谓灿烂的烟花。。
事实上被烧的纸钞~~
美丽的瞬间~~
我们将会牵着手~
甚至拥抱着~~
呵呵~~想到都甜甜的~~哈哈哈~~

我还是没那个作诗的料~~
还是放弃吧~~
睡了~~哈哈~~晚安~~

...

开始要赶功课了~~晚也会少点了。。
上网都很可能只是做功课的了。。
游戏们bye bye 了~~
social life~~ bye bye also
post also will getting less ade..
sorry for the reader =(
sorry to dar oh~~ less post le ....
Stage 1 assignment.. +photography and illustration related to power~~ here I come!!!!

Feel sleepy already...

Saturday, September 3, 2011

恐惧感越比越近。。是我的问题吗?我开始怕怕了。。
逼着自己别想不会有事的。。但心里还是觉得怪怪的。。
使我对这些事没那份信任?还是我又开始向要占据而产生了一种害怕失去的假象?
最近大家都还蛮忙的。。 而我却在部落格偷懒,打文章。。

最近真的没什么灵感。。一点感觉都没有。。怎么办?
我的临时抱佛脚,都不知道在抱什么脚。。
题目不清不楚的。。
我快崩溃了。。
我快要疯了。。
请容许我在部落格上大喊~~
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊~~~~~~~~~~
谢谢~~发泄完毕。。埋头开工!!!祝我好运吧~~

Friday, September 2, 2011

photo album~~ XD hehe

Remember the last post I meantioned we went to so many places? hehe how can I miss out the pictures? hehe So this is what we had watched at KLCC~~ Cars~~ For the first time I can't even decide what to do and which to watch XD hahaha
tickets~ Our ticket~~ this is the second time we watch movie by ourselves??? dar is it?? haha XD first is Transformer then is the rise of the planet of the apes rite?why I still sense that I miss out something.. XD hehe
 Dar pose a sexy pose while eating in the food court in Ikea~~ T^T too bad cant even eat the meatball T^T huhuuhuhuhu but dar promise me that we going there and eat the meatball again ^^ hehe
 In the bus~~ First time ridding a free shuttle bus~~ to IKEA XD
 Found a place where here got cheap siew mai and was delicious XD haha
muacks~~ don sad sad k~~ ^^ love dar so much~~ ^^ yesterday nite really getting no mood while waiting the food >
Love dar so much ^^ thank you for everything~~ And thank you for walking into my life ^^ muacks love you so so so much ^^

Thursday, September 1, 2011

^^ Love you always~~

A very goodnight to the one who send me this song ^^ hahaha really nostalgic~~ hahaha XD dar u owe me this song oh~~ sing for me ^^ hahaha XD nite le~~ oyasumi ^^
^^ oyasumi ^^ my love ^^

here is the latest update~~ XD

My ears heard wrong? My mind think wrong? Or you really mean it? Is not like i don't like it but.. you always said I think the wrong way and cant even understands what exactly do you mean with your words..
ishk ishk... Now it seems like you keep saying I did this wrong and heard that wrong and start to do thing wrong.. So.. What exactly do you mean? You don't mean by your words? You say till so obvious.. How can I take this wrongly?

Forget it.. Today really had a great day with dar~~ hehe ^^ really had a lot of fun~~ and today spend most on food... Morning will be the cheapest~~ which is Hot dog combo from Ikea@Kota Damansara~~ super nice~~ but one thing change is that the sour onions~~ they don serve it anymore >

After that we went to KLCC~~ full with ang mo and malays... MY GOD.. so many people there... can't even eat T^T cant even stand properly.. haha then we went for movie after lunch ^^ heheh "CARS 2" weeee~~~ explosion here and there~~ so many surprise and was super funny~~ even my dar who going to fall asleep.. wakes and laugh out loud ^^ hehehe but still he don wan admit that it was nice lalala~~

Then we went down to Pasar Seni~~ ahaha and went to the shop which Suh Mei suggested long time ago~~ hahaha super nice~~ for me... But now not that nice eh... the stocks are all the same don even change a single bit.. T^T hahaha then we went to the shop next door for siew mai~~ 0.90 ringgit each @.@!!! so cheap and nice~~ haha blek then bad luck... Here it comes~~

There actually was so many sign of bad luck.. First early morning I get stomach ache... then I knock my head~~ after that sprain my leg for 0.01 sec.. then go to buy ticket need line up... a long line there.. T^T then makan lunch cant even find place to sit.. then at last went down to that shop and see weather can found new things.. but nothing new there.. haha as for dar.. run till so many atm cant withdraw.. hahaha XD Asfor dinner.. I met my "aunt and uncle" and my grandfather.. then wait till 1 and more hour for the food to come haha but lastly still sweet sweet and warm warm while dar driving me back home ^^ hahaha
End of today~~ lalala~~