我。。。

难道我就是这种人？
在这一分钟我能跟人玩得很疯颠。。
下一秒钟就能跟人与世隔绝？？

我这个人真难懂。。
为何别人能一眼就看懂我是个怎样的人。。
但我终觉得他们错了。。
可我也不懂他们有那里错。。
可能就是因为。。我也不懂我自己吧。。

有一天，我说了一些比较深奥的东西。。
有人竟然傻眼。。
然后跟我说："没想到bobo是这么有学问的。。"
=。=ll
我说拜托。。我看起来有这么笨吗？
我在人们面前总是笑嘻嘻的。。
总是疯疯癫癫。。
但不代表我是笨得啊。。
我有时吵吵闹闹。。
可我也是会静下来的。。

有些人说我是不能静下来的。。
有些人说我很三八。。
有些人说我很傻。。
有些人说我不会骗人。。
有些人说我很容易被骗。。
有些人说我很笨。。
头脑简单。。

对。。我是。。我承认。。
但那些人就是认定我是这样。。
就认定他们很清楚我的为人。。
我的过去。。
我真正的心情。。
我的思想。。
你们又懂吗？

怎么我往往就想推翻你们这些所谓的 “认定”。。

我是很情绪化的。。
我是很真经的。。
我是很聪明的。。
我是很会骗人的。。
信不信由你。。
哈哈。。

但我这个人就是很矛盾。。
别人已认定的东西。。
我有时也接受了。觉得它们是对的。。。
因为那时。。
我也是这么想。。
我也是像你们说的那样。。
所以。。
我才说我这个人怎么这样。。
难搞 gim 难懂。。

谁能够清清楚楚地告诉我。。
我是个怎样的人。。
女人真的这么难懂？？
还是是我的个人，本身有问题。。。

erm.........

erm.....

can i say....

erm...

no la...

><

erm....

erm....

all i wanted to say....

is...

erm.....

.....

haiyo><

missing

start missing somebody who are that important to me...

grandpa (mother side)

when i was 8... he already left us..

his face really started to fade away..

and is more blur....

but i still remember is he who make me happy every time i cry in front of him...

feel so pampered when i meet him...

now... 

i don have that chance to sayang him the way he sayang me...

i miss you.... grandpa....

the only regret..... i didn't give anything to him..even a single care... 

cause i were too young when he leave...

grandma (father side)

last year... she is gone too...

i don't really remember her...

the memories i had with her is not that much...

(this is what i think)

but after she left...

only i remembered...

she is the one who let us kacau her in the kitchen while she is cooking...

she is the one who cares me and help me when i needed her..

she is the one who teaches me a lot of meaning to become a good person...

she is the one who will start panic when i didn't go visit her when i usually did..

but i feel regret...

i didn't really give her anything...

but... before she left...

at least.. i made her laugh and smile...

and that was the prettiest smile i had ever saw...

my family...

my relatives....

my love ones...

miss you all too....

and love you all....

my ex...??

erm.... not really...

wow... seeing them are more mature now..

erm... didn't really miss them... ^^

looks matured... but is more childish then before...

haha^^

friends....

no matter who....

friends..

best friends..

good friends...

bad friends...

my gang..

classmates...

working partners...

i miss u all tooo..........

waaa ^.^

今天真的超级开心的。。

呵呵。。

终于。。

她肯静静地听我说，跟我说。。

然后告诉我要小心之类的话。。。

嗯。。我会的。。

知道他还很担心。。

也知道他很关心。。

嗯。。

我也能谅解。。

我会的。。

 lets back to english, shall we? 

haha.. 

my english is not good ..

my malay also..

but the basic i know..

haha^^

long time never write something on blog...

hmm... 

lets see...

today...

when i walk to coll.. i was like sleep walking... and almost miss the train...

but later...

when i open my laptop... then i only realize i forgot to bring my work...

haizz....

but i had fun in miss ting class...

haha^^ she is quite fun actually^^

then the poster that she requires us to do...

mine get approved^^

  then later, we had our lunch at ok...

after lunch we straight away head to coll for class...

haizz... 

inside is freezing..

i am shivering....

so i open my bag to take out my scarf....

but then it is not in my bag...

i start finding and digging my bag...

but it is not there...

then i thought maybe i left at ok there...

so i ran down 4 floors..and walk a long way to ok...

i ask the people there..

but no one saw it..

huhuh T____T

i slowly walk back..

and keep on wondering...

where will it be...

then i went back to the class..

and i search my bag again...

it was inside there...><

huhuuhuhu...

later^^

my work get approve haha^^

so happy^^

then rushed back home...

and my back feel tired and pain...

cause these days...

my bag put on weight ady...

>< huhuhuhu

oi... oi!!! oi~~

我是否要表明自己的立场？

可是表明了椰子会搞得大家不开心。。

但不表明又好像他们在逼我去做我不想做的东西。。。

信任。。

像一个玻璃瓶。。

要花一大番功夫去做好它。。

但一个不小心。。

跌到地上。。

就碎了。。

粘好了。。

但还是会有裂痕的存在。。

haizzzz。。。

好久没有过这种感觉了。。

好像躲到一个角落。。

痛哭一场。。

huhuhu。。

但哭了有什么用？

还是要面对。。

haizzz。。

 曾经答应过自己

我不再轻易得哭了。。

难道这种事就要哭了吗？

起来女人。。

你已经不再是以前了。。

自己的事该自己做决定。。

在懦弱下去也是于事无补。。

起来。。

振作。。

坚持。。

支持著。。

女人。。

去说服他们相信自己的眼光。。

女人。。

现在什么都不要想。。

去。。

去做功课。。

今天^^ hoho

很久没用华语来写blog了
呵呵。。那就用华语来写今天的心情吧^^

今天真的是晴天霹雳。。。
在mamak档吃得最久的一次。。
用了一小时来吃。。
然后跟任谈了3小时的天。。^^
本来3pm的课。。突然一通电话打来。。。就没了。。课提早了。。而我。。。却没上到。。
haizzz。。。不只我没上。。。而是整班人都没上。。。

过后跑上了课室里做功课。。
课室里的气温越来越冷。。。 （因为冷气开了）
灯也蛮暗的。。有些还闪下闪下。。
吓死我了。。。

过后，要去print out 我的功课。。
却又懒得带我的laptop下去。。
所以只好transfer 功课到pendrive带下去咯。。
去到kodak插了pendrive才发现transfer错功课。。。><
只好跑回头。。爬上那要人命的楼梯。。
收拾所有的东西下去。。
然后告诉自己。。不再上来了。。

print好功课后。。跑去面对面做功课和谈天^^ hehe
过后差不多六点才一起走回家^^
在lrt里也谈了很久的天。。
到了kelana jaya。。也在谈。。
我们一路走一路谈。。
到了7-eleven 也在谈。。哈哈。。
喝完饮料后。。就拜拜了。。^^
haha^^

所以今天即累。。却又很开心。。^^ hoho^^
至于今天的细节哪方面。。哈哈。。这里就没那么方便说了。。
哈哈。。

lady....
 are so disgusting... the attitude of yours really pissed me off.....but i don't argue... coz i know i did something wrong... but the way u turn your mood is that fast...at the first time u are mad... you mad at me... but then u put your anger on the others who are innocence.. but after that you are moody for a while... then play with the innocence..and act like so happy while you be with the innocence... and did i mentioned i hate people cry just for little things? it really disgust me in a way.. just one promise you make to another... that promise.. you call me to help... that time i said can but now because of assignments... i can't and you came and scolded me... is right i am the one to be scolded.. who call me simply promise you but now can't.. but after that argue... you cry in front of me...then turn on and express your so call anger on the others..this is what pissed me off....

innocence...
i know you hated me that much.. that is y what ever the lady scolded you and make you cry... u can't live without the lady aren't you... by the way how you treat me everyday.. i already know you are not there for me anymore.. sorry to say that cause i really feel that way..
good luck then... we can't really talk much... our relationship is falling apart.. but you never notice.. i am still caring of you... but you just thought that i already not care of you..abandon you.. this is what you think aren't you.. don't tell me is not.. coz i know from your eyes..from how you talk to me... from the way you treated me and the others...

you two... i really don know how to treat you two well.. every time i saw you two... i wanted to involve myself in it.. but can't cause the sweet time you two having is rude for the others to put their leg in the middle...and every time you turn on my back.... i feels lonely... really...
our relationship... already fall apart...
don't come and don't ask... just keep it quite..
cause i don't wanted it to get any worst then now...
and i think this is the only thing that i can do...

lang

bahasa melayu saya...

teruk sangat... tak boleh cakap banyak pun....

haizzz..... even English also the same...

Chinese sure can cause mother tongue 

eh no... Cantonese is my mother tongue... Chinese is second mother tongue...

hha... now can speak a bit hokkien... but i am Hakka....

even i am hakka i only can say those basic... and can't understand><

haiyo... "teruk sangat la....ngai gnem tek say properly de... sure rojak geh... haizz... dim gai ga teruk nia" ><...

hahaha>< just wondering can i speak every language that i know in the same time?? 

haha

>< haiyo
typical Malaysian? rojak orang? haizz... mau tek jiu ..... mou dek gou.... mei de jiu.... teruk sangat la...>< 

wow still got time to write blog??

haha>< my work is killing me now....

let say miss chan first...(furshiki)

can't really do my packaging of this... coz is kind of hard to do...>< haizz... who call me to choose this kind of packaging... is so challenging... and nobody will wanted to do this...>< haizz...

secondly is mr tay... (fujitsu)

firstly my first idea was rejected by him after he run through everybody's work... and said that mine if really wanted to continue.. it will be normal.. and doesn't stands out... so change into the idea that i scared the most...>< huhu.... my back.. ar>< all my hair stands><

thirdly is miss ting (poster and sample project)

haizz... poster ar... i had no idea... don care first...sample project... huhu T__T still havent started to research>< i am doom....

fourthly is mr david (photography)

this is ok a bit^^ but need to make it more perfect^^ so need to keep on working and experiment the materials...^^

fifthly is mr vernon (french catalog and the doll some more logo)

the logo... why he din said anything bout it jor?? is it no need to do jor?? haizz... don know... yay^^ the french main grids have approve^^ now compile it^^ and touching up^^ hoho ^^ should be fast^^ the doll...>< i keep on forgetting it..>< haizz... i need a3 paper>< huhu>< where is it??

lastly is mr james (Malaysian studies)

presentation... haizzz don know how lar... never mind i think should be fast just copy and paste the info.. then can de la^^ hoho^^ hope so la^^ hehe^^ guys^^ +u +u my team mates kean seng, jane, ah jack^^  

kk... back to work^^ hoho>< which one should i start?? huhu

some feeling for next few days^^

wow... today...
Brrrrr... tomorrow.....
+u+u.... on wednesday
huhu..... thursday....
haizzz.... friday....
waaaaa.... saturday....
yippie~~~sunday~~~

101 post ^w^

就连老婆都说。。。你是。。。
可是我怎么都觉得不像。。 因为你对每个人多一样啊。。
呵呵。。没关系。。就看咯。。
观察咯。。。跟着感觉走咯。。。
我都ok的。。哈哈。。

哈哈。。。突然间聊起了自己的往事。。（情那方面。。>w<）
我很少提起。。真的。。。除非有人提起。。。而且我也是看人的。。
只有信得过的。。。值得我依赖的。。。我才会说。。。
所以咯。。呵呵。。

认识了个姐姐。。她一直都看贬自己。。。觉得自己没那个资格被人爱。。但我却告诉她。。
你越是这样看贬自己，就真的没人爱。。。应该开朗点。。笑多点。。自然而然就会有人爱了。。。
呵呵呵呵`。。。

yay^^ 100th post

This is my 100th post on this blog^^ hehe...

and all i wanted to say is...

first... i think i am very clear where i stand.. and where is my position is...

so...^^ hehe.. friends?? haha^^ can see that you treat people you care is all the same...

haha^^ kk^^ en en^^ i pretty sure of it ^w^

secondly... today i really.... blur until like that...>w< think of something and is too focus until i thought taman paramount station is asia jaya.. and i jump out from the train... haizz... haha>< 

btw... i also shocked by one people attitude.. is it this is the real you? or is just i think too much? 

thirdly... really feel tired these days... tired of the change of people.. tired of work... tired of this stupid feeling of mine... tired of those stupid nonsense...tired of everything they said bad to me..... tired of everything la.... haizz.... give me a rest.... i need it.... haizz....

fourthly... today there will be many leng zai leng lui come to our coll^^ yes^^ is July intake^^ haha^^ wow... the girls are really beautiful.... the boys are....... hehe>< not my type... is like those too young fei fei zai... not all la.. but some la....

fifthly..... no matter how i feel now... no matter how those people wanted to see me how to die....

i will survive.... and i will live a more better life... with or without "you" doesn't really is a big mater to me...@.@!!! ^w^

lastly but not least ^w^ for those who always stand by my side... who cares bout' me... who always support me ^w^ thank you ^o^ love you ^.^ and whenever you need me... i will be there for you^^

@.@ll

Somehow.. feels like stop doing stuff like this....
is like ..hey are you nuts?
going for something that you don't really know...
going for something that you know there is no ending?
going for something that will cost you that much...

but hey.. i am the one that don't really love to listen to people...
even myself...
haizzz...
yea... this is somehow...
yea......
i can't really explain it clearly what i feel right now...
cause now i also feel miserable in a way....
i don't know where should i stand...
i don't know this will continue till what time...
i don't know how am i going to say next...
i don't know how to tell you ....
i don't really know myself....
i really...
really am ...
i don't know....

  these days my mind is totally blank...
i don't know what should i do on my work...
the things i had already learn..
the things that i familiar with...
now... i can't really do it out again...
the things that i know...
the things that i thought i knew...
seems different...
so different from the start...
i am out of focus...
really out of focus.....

i need a break...
if i continue doing things like this..
i will just end up dying beside the road..
but i can't...
can't...
i can't...

sounds so sad....
haizz...
sounds so depressed...
but now i am in a high mood...
???
wat the...
what la me...
haiyo.....
don't know la...
><
what am i doing??
doing work....
eating...
typing blog..
at the same time...
what kind of woman is me??
teruk sangat...
><
malas sangat...

you make me wanna -blue-

you make me wanna call you in the middle of the night~~

you make me wanna hold you till the morning light~~~

you make me wanna love~~~~

you make me wanna fall~~~

you make me wanna ~~~~

don't know why

finally can online!! hehe!! so nice!! can online back!! feel so nice!! feel so happy.. but i don't really that addicted to online... why?? feel so happy?? why i so addicted to it?? games?? people?? i don't know why...

don't know why start to write diary... don't know why i keep on update my dairy... don't know why i really i don't know why... don't know why i like missing something... and i know is very important...

don't know how... don't know why... wondering here and there... keep on guessing... keep on trying... but the result.... haizz... 

haha^^ anyways^^ i can online^^ hoho

random haizz...

lol..... these days can't online.... i am dying... wow... wonder the past people who don't have internet... what they are doing ar?

feel so sleepy... feel like shouting...... bed bed... food food... money money..... where are you... where...

where are you.......
why aren't you here beside me le.....
why i so.....
singing :baby coz i am missing you now...and it's driving you crazy....

55....
no wonder la....
haizzz.....
today really is a bad day lar....
early in the morning(12am)
still doing work till 2 am.... walau...
my eyes.... half close jor....
didn't sleep well last night also.....
then forgot bring this and that.....
now...
feel  like my leg... can't walk...
can't move properly...
the heart... feel weird again...
haizzz...

money... where are you???
money.... really where are you??
i got 3 rm50...
one use jor... left two...
don't know go where...
then later free lance tere got 2 more rm 50...
now oso missing....
where are you??
go back home...
still got...
put on the table
missing jor..... 'where are you??

huhuhuhuhuhu
wat la me....
wat happend....
haizzzz....

wanted to sing:

loving you~~~~ is easy cause you are beautiful~~~~

tell me how am i supose to live without you~~~ and I've been loving you for so long~~

amazing kiss~~~ *lalalalalala* shooting star~~~

thank you for you stay by my side~~~~ arigatou~~~~

waaah... i wan play sdo... huhuhu

lao po~~~~ mei mei~~~ honey~~~darling~~~

to you
thanks for leading me the right way....
for you
who accept me for who i am
with you
i never feel sad or depressed..
thank you
for loving and care me like that
miss you
when you are not around me...
kiss you
for showing my love to you...

motivation tought + random

u can blame the world 

u can blame everyone

u can blame yourself

but after you finnish your so call blaming...

 what you get??

u blame the world, but the world keep on turning

u blame everyone, but everyone will start avoid you

u blame yourself, but this will make you better??

face it!! 

don't hide!! 

stand out!! 

shout out!!

say that you care

say that you can

say that you will still live

say that you will survive..

you've been bring to this world...

is a great thing^^

so...

stop blaming, stop your depression..

go and have a life!!  

don know is it the flower super nice?? or my mood super nice.... what is going on... i don't like flower... i mean this flower.. y i think is nice le??

 black black ar~~~ kixiao mode chanaka~~~~ ar~~~ my god... su jing ar~~~ kean seng my god supplier~~~~

oh no... work... just now play sdo thim... don know wat call "deadline is coming" wat time liao... still playing...
wah... so random le.... hha>< haiyo... chat chat chat chit chat...haha^^

ps: i.... i..... i..... wanted to say.... haiyo>< guys....><

seeing you is just like seeing back my past....

   seeing you is just like seeing back my past....how deep is the scar?? now u feel it?? i sure u feel lonely when you are alone... and will feel like nobody is at your back... but look back to yourself... think... what did you did.. why like this and that.. that is y now, i will be sure to tell you... ones you have change... sure fine and good^^ ppl are cruel to you, and they just reflect back who really are you!!

  This is what i had learn from the past.. she reflect every single personalities of mine... is bad...
very bad.... i realize when i didn't friend with her.... but in the same way... i oso reflect every single of hers too...
 
  we two are so diff in a way.. but just crash together... and keep on hurting each other.. YES!! now u had ur life and i had mine... but every time i heard your news from the others.. the pain and that sadness always come into my heart... i may be mean to you.. but in the same way you did it to me too.... is it i am the one who are childish?? or you are the one who are matured?? but i just know we are too different...
 
  But honestly, ur memories to me are the most deepest.. and i can't seems to let it go.. yea... is true... u hates me... and i dislike you too.. and you are also the one that let me understand myself more..
  
  By the way i just wanted to said to my friends that i hurt in the past.. i am sorry.. u no need to forgive me.. or react anything.. i know.. i am pretty annoying that time..

              to: sook ying, xiao hui, shirren....     from: ur so call friend "huei theng"  

ps: i am pretty happy that i can face you directly that day we gathering^^ but i know that scar will still remains... so do i....

what i do??

don't know what should i do... and what should i don't...now...
but as long i know what i do are right ^^
as long i know what i do doesn't hurts me and the others...
as long i know what i do will make things better...
as long i know what i do will make me and you laugh^^
that is just fine^^
and everything will be ok...
everything will be just fine...
ok...
so please my family, my friends...
don't cry...
love you always^^
i will be there always...
i will support you..
i will help you...
no matter what happen^^

k?? accept?? on??

motivation thought 1

  U could cry, U could even curse the whole world.. Lost is not exactly a Loss, it could be a Gain too. 

  Some say, Appreciate what do U have for now but not focusing on what U have lost.

                                                            found this from someone's blog

july 5th

   what a day....
morning ady late for class... then scared to talk with my lect about my idea.. but finally it is approve.. now need to do the layout...  ^^ wish me luck^^
 
   i finaly met auf jor^^ long time din saw him jor>< miss u auf>< haha^^ slim jor^^ handsome jor^^ haha... he is still as usual... so fashioned trendy^^ haha ><     "auf hand up my rm3^^ hoho"
  after having lunch... we go to library rush work>< work work... and we talk a lot of things^^ but mostly all are ppl's affairs... ^^ haha>< ngek ngek (OvO) haiyo (>,<) but then help all my lao po to deal with their work^^

   later a mok come in...but i didn't realize... he stared at me from the back... i donno...
keep on doing my work .... later .... kean seng called me turn around... then i get shocked>< he is so close to me... huhuhu>< later he laugh kean seng laugh then all go to other places kacau...>< then i do my work again... then kean seng come ask me something then slowly move back and start giggle... then i turn around is a mok again come to my back and stare at me...>< huhuhu then later he blow at my neck there... waaah>< sooo scared>< so geli>< huhuhuh>< a mok ar~~~~ huhuhuhu><

   then we went to take photos... but mostly looks like rubbish>< huhu>< how?? haizz...don care la>< don care jor... huhuhuhu... haha...when we went back at lrt... suh mei and dayton are super cute>< haha^^ this couple ar~~~~ haiyo>< super super cute~~~~ when looking at them playing argue nagging cuddling walking talking ar~~~ they two ar~~~ super super cute ^w^ so envy yo~~~ so lovely ^w^ haha^^ haiyo~~~~

   when i reach kelana jaya.. mommy and daddy ady stand by at fetch me back home^^ haha^^ feel so happy today^^ waaah and i had a very nice dinner ^w^ thanks thanks^^ love you all... my family my lao po my friends my lects^^ love you all^^  

loving you~~~

loving you~~~ is easy cause u r beautiful~~~~~ everyday with you~~~~ is all i wanna do~~~ hahha>< haiyo>< hhahahaha^^ i kisiao liao>< haha>< singing mood^^ haha^^

wth

   I can say that i didn't scold people for ages.. so please don't make me angry and scold at you.. i don't know what word will come out from my mouth.. and when i start scolding people.. i can guarantee u will cry like hell..

  Don't you think you can scold me because you wanted to released your so call "stress"... i may looks like a people who always fooling around... and i am not a person who can becomes your so call puppet... I didn't do anything wrong to you and you scold me like hell >< what are you anyways... i hate this kind of people just like you.. i think not just me who hate this kind of people.. to be rational, nobody would like a people who always scold them without any reason..


  Some more u scold me when i was doing my work... i get shock and blur... but then when i calm down i was like =.=llll what the ..... some more you are scolding me stop playing my computer??? oi... don't you see i am working here?? maaah>< don't make me scold you using bad words... i couldn't control myself if i start scolding...


  Let me guess, for knowing you that long...later you sure come and said softly to me : "bo ah... stop playing your computer la... do some house work..." i guarantee

assignments vs me^^

i will fight u with my all...
I WILL AND I WON'T HOLD BACK!! 
feel free to attack me randomly with all you had...
cause i will kill you and score perfectly...
^w^ so lets begin the fight ^w^
shall we??


PS:   bring it on ^w^

love you^^ thank you^^

i am ok
i am fine Thanks for asking^^ hehe^^ now is ok^^ i don feel down for long de^^ hehe^^

down again

I keep on doing things that are not good for you.. but i can't help it.. i am too curious to know to find it out.. i test you.. i check up on you... i know that this is ur personal life.. but u know ur so call "personal life" is ruin us>< driving us appart.. i rather u are just the one that i scared so much.. but now.. i am confuse.. u are the one who brings my hope up light me the way in the dark... but why?? u betray me and the others.. i wanted to tell the others but i don't wanted things turns out more worst.. but is it the way ?? the only way?? to keep ur so call secret and live like nothing happen?? seeing the others didn't notice.. seeing you keep on scolding us and say we are so bad and didn't care of you?? it really pissed me off... sometimes i really wanted to shout at you..>< i know is wrong... really wrong.. cause i can't ...

  keeping it as a secret really will save our relationship?? or i am just another helper of yours??
what am i going to do?? more important what can i do and what will happen after this?? i really feel bad... bad to you bad to the others and most importantly bad to myself.. what if the one that you trust the most.. the one that you had sacrifice everything to him or her.. and suddenly one day.. u fond out he or she is betraying you all the time?? lies.. lies...

  u are like a savior to me, but is all covered with lies...

should i??

should i??
may i ??
erm.... haiyo>< cant think rationally >< my god>< no way, but there must be a way kan... but seems like oly me.... haiiyo>< fine fine fine la><

colors

white- ar~~~ so nice!!
black- waaah~~~ love it
red- so passionate^^ love it so much
green- so relaxing woah~~~
blue- see what kinds of blues- deep blue: waah i fall for it...
                                              ocean blue: i wan to go sea side so relaxing
                                              sky blue: waah this is killing me too, love it...
yellow- so bright and joyful^^ love it too^^
orange- full of energy, love it so much too...
purple- deep purple: how mysterious and wise kind of color^^ love it^^
            light purple: playful and nice color^^
silver- so high class^^ haha ok ok jer^^
gold- erm... really depends.... cause this color if match with wrong things feels like so out dated...>< haha

waah i love almost all the colors^^ haha.. flower hearted... hehe^^ but i really don't use to love all of the colors last time.. but after miss angie's color studies i love almost every color..

  when i was young, bout 6 years old i love pink^^
  10 years old i love black
  12 years old i love black and red
  14years old i love black red and green
  17 years old i hate blue but love purple, black, red, green^^
  18 years old red and green
  now.... all^^ miss angie influence?? haha i don't know... but she is not around jor.. haizz.. haha^^ thanks to her i love almost every single color^^

long time din post any stuff here...
btw.. today i feel really happy, hyper, sad, and angry haha><
  Happy is because today early in the morning i get to meet him^^ darren yea is him... haha some more he play around with me also.. haiyo... but then we only chat for half an hour.. haiyo... then he fly back home and i fly to klcc^^ to get my awards^^ i am not showing off >< or proud of it.. but i feel really happy from the bottom of my heart.. coz it is been a long time for me to get an award.. so no matter what the prize is or what rank i got (2nd^^) i still feel happy...^^ i saw a great view at there^^ haha (i will share the pic later on fb^^ now work) then after that, i go back to coll to take back my laptop and go to sunwa with my another gangs^^ haha but then i try to sms darren to come but it seems like cannot so fine la... next time la :(

  then we went full house to eat and chat.. we had a very great time there^^ really we chat we play we laugh so loud... but then is real though we rarely go to sunway together as a gang... and every time we go sure got accident or something else happen... haha>< but is not really harm but i hurt mei mei's leg... sorry>< i am not purpose de... sorry...

  Later, drake keep on nagging we all to go arcade coz for revenge me to laugh at him at the arcade lately... we play those dancing machine called d something de...>< then at first i screw up every notes.. then i was like impossible!!! no way!!! then i keep on playing it...>< the 3rd time i play i pk drake's brother then i win^^ and i start to become back when i use to be at arcade... that standard^^ haha but still... shaarm said she record me down when i was playing... omg hope i don looks like so po dancing>< haiyo>< scared scared...

  After that we ... erm.. i think i am exhausted and we straight away head home^^ inside day long car we played his sister doll ^^ haha and we made a lot of jokes for that... haha^^ and i think this traffic jam has been a highlight for the trip^^ haha if not, i think we can't think of so many jokes inside the car..^^

  Btw, today is my happiest day of the month so far^^ first time met online friend ^^ coz i don use to do this actually this is the first time^^ first time eat at fullhouse^^ long time didn't play arcade^^ first time pk so many people in just one song^^ haha>< today is the second day of the month>< haha haiyo... but i really enjoy this day^^ now i know why i feel sleepy... but i wanted to do work...

TIME TO WORK!!! STOP BLOGGING><    BUT BUT BUT
THANKS LIM SU JING
                 CHOW SUH MEI and DAY LONG
                 KEAN SENG
                 SHAARMINIE
                 LING WEI
                 DRAKE
                 NICK

LAO PO NICOLE~~~ HONEY KIM~~~ DARLING KIN`~~ WHEN WE GO?? I WANT TO GO WITH U ALL ALSO><

CHRISTINA LAO PO~~~ AI YIE LAO PO`~~~ I WANT TO SEE YOU ALL ALSO>

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