love??

is it love is in the air these days???
why is so many love love love.....
my assignment is bout love...
my friends is struggeling wanted to confess to her annot...
my another friends is now available...
some of my friends are couple for 6 years jor...
wah!! congrats to them...
^^
me ??
still remain...
hoho...
i like this freedom anyways...
but sometimes...
hoho....
hehe
no need say so obvious la...
hoho....
but still....
remember tat kiss we have...
haha...
sweet and naive...
hoho...
^^
i belive that you are now more better than the past..
me...
honestly...
is a bit missing ...
a bit loss...
but now...
haha....
i can say that i had completely over you...
hoho...
how are you rite now??
^^ is it fine??
^^ is it better...
^^ me??
^^ good!! fine!!
haha!!

i feel happier when u feel happy...
i feel more secure when u stay by me....
i feel more suitable when you talk to me...
i feel more capable when you care for me..
i feel more energetic when you cheer for me...
i fell more lovable when you love me...
i feel more like me when you are with me...
i love you all....
my dearest ...
family....
friends...
lao po...
my gang...

I want to say

I love you...










ps: i love you..

as usual

sorry to let you worry mei mei...
but i will try to tell you...
i hope i can....
but i need time..
sorry ya....
is not that i don't wanted to tell...
is just i really don't talk about these thing to my friend..
because i think it will just cause trouble to you....
but i know that u all will always there for me...
and this is why i always show my smile to you all..^^

And so,
i wanted to say that the problem doesn't really bother me now...
and i find my way to over it..
can say that i had already recover or heal myself or something...
so now,
everything back to normal...
as usual..
^^ hehe
so happy....
i can say this far ....
hoho....
i usually dont say these thing that far....><
although is still.... haha ^^
love you all...
my family ...
my friends....
and my..........self
me kisiao again....
hohoho....^^

Just now do work until i wan die jor....
wanna go sdo....
but....
sisters and mummy is studying....
maaaa><
what am i supposed to do??
.....
.........
...........
.........
.....
I know !!
i go bath !!
^^ hohoho
stop blogging for a while...
bath mode....
work mode....
at night...
sdo mode!!!
yeah!!!!
haha
hope my key pad
din spoil...
hoho^^

shang xin.....

sad...
sad...
sad....
wei shen me.....
wo wei shen me.....
yao zhe yang......
wo de tian ah......
jiu wo.....
zhe zhong tai du hui hai si wo de......
xin hao tong...
wo de xin.....
maaa yaaaa....
sa diao wo shuan le....
liu nian qian you zhe yang...
wu nian qian you zhe yang.......
xian zai you zhe yang......
maaa....
hao xiang da shen shuo...
ke shi wo zhi dao hou guo....
hou guo jiu shi shuo you ren duo hui xiang yi qian na yang....
xian zai wo shuo yong you de...
shi wo yi qian chong mei yong you de dong xi....
wo bui hui zai qu chui hui ta...
ye jing liang bu rang ren he dong xi chui hui ta....
ma....
wo dao di shi shen me ren....
wo jue de zhi ji hao er xin hao kong bu...
maa....
wo bu yao zhe zhong xin qing...
maaaa.....
jiu wo....
wo bu yao...
bu yao zai qu xiang le...
bu yao....
bu yao.....

yun

ru guo ni kan de ming bai....
hahaha...
wo xiang xin mei i ge kan dao shi dou hui ming bai de....
haizzzz.....
zhe me ban wo dou bu zhi dao oh....
xin li you yi dian guai guai de......
maaaa....
you shi zhe ge gan jue....
wo bu yao...
maaaa....
wo bu yao....
bu yao....
luan ar...
yun ar.....
ma ya.....
jiu wo....
wo kan bu xing....
xiang zao ren qing shu...
ke shi wo you bu shan chang jiang xin di li de hua...
maaaa ya...
xui..
shui??
shui??
ru guo neng zao dao na ge shui jiu hao le....
maaaaa.....
><
shui a shui jiu wo.....
shui....!!!!
wo hen luan ar....
><
><
><
shuan..!!!
zuo gong ke...
bu yao li...
bu yao...
bu yao....
maaaaaa........miiiiiii.....

@@pengsan....

after listening to the news...
I really had a big relief....
is like finally can throw away this big bag
which full of unnecessary things....
but...
i seems to be
no
i seems to get use to it..
so throwing away....
is like a bit missing it too...
><
ah.....
i donno...
i
i
ah....
my god.....
y??
y??
y leh.....
haizzzz.......
it seems like...
no no no...
no way...
but....
erm....
mayb....
argh...
no...
no..
i... no NO ....
T____T
haizzz....
pengsan....
off to bed...
no...
play games...
forget it...
maah....
sdo-x....
hope can make me forget....
><
maah.....
cant up lvl...
MAAH.....
my god....

hahahaha...

Finally i get to play online games...
I use to be a totally "noob" in front the computer
Until now I still same><
But i never get interested to any online games..
But suddenly...
my friend (wei biau) He send me a file
about an online game..
this game is about dancing..
which is almost similar to those dancing machine that i can found at arcade there..
but it use hands and fingers instead of legs..
i love to play those games like this..
that is y i get interest on it!!
although i am very "noob" at playing these games..
but i still love it!!
hahahahaha...
I guess i just love dancing!!
Although i am not that good!!
Although I am not that pro!!
But I love to follow the music
the beat
and start dancing..^^
hahaha....
but still...
I need to back to work!!!
Assignments!!! ^^
Fail..
Still bloging!!!
><
><
^^
i oly got 2 weeks to finn all the thing!!
><
><
back to work!!

今天在lrt看着坐在对面的两个完全不同的人。
一个是，十几岁的男子。
另一个是， 八十多岁的婆婆。。
不知为什么。。
很羡慕，那位八十多岁的老婆婆。。
呵呵。。
可能，是我觉得。。
能够活得这么老是总幸福吧。。
对我而言，
能活到明天就是种幸福。。
能够一大清早，醒来。。
能够看到明天的太阳。。
能够和我身边的人在一起。。
能够呼吸。。
能够吃，睡，讲，看。。
能够做自己爱做的东西。。
能够大声地告诉对方我要让他知道的东西。。
能够走在回家和去学校的路上。。
能够嘻嘻哈哈。。
所以，我觉得，现在的我还能做这些东西时。。
最好珍惜啊！！

Again......

My bad habit come out again!!!
nvr think properly then do...
haiyo.....
paiseh lah.......
sorry la.....
u win la......
me lose la.....
u can shoot me 99><
shoot la><
haiyo><.......
gomenasai><
sorry la.><
对不起啦><
miane><
maafkan saya><
aiyo....

Ah bo~~~~

My friend use to call me in many ways...
Huei Theng ^^
Bobo ^A^
Bobo jie ^.^
Bobo yang ^w^
Bobo 好ngek ngek =___=
Bubur yang =______=
bubur ayam (x______x)
bobonut ^..^
zhu zhu yang ==!!!
boing boing yang ==!!!!!!!!!
frog (omg!!!!)
auntie (walau!!!!!)
panda (*___*)
panda queen (*_*!!!)
韩国来的.. ^W^
.....
and many many more....
i like almost the nick name of mine....
but i like to hear is ah bo~~
ye ying is the first who cal tis...
then now is suh mei..
^^
suki..... i like it very much...
actually my "bobo"
is came from an ellephant name
from one of those stories book of mine when i was young..
^^
my mom gave it to me ....
at the very first time i hate it so much!!!!
coz sound so funny to me...
and my frenz always make fun of it..
i hate it.....
but now i seems to love it very much....
no matter is bobo or huei theng or yang huei theng...
i love people call my name...
><
i love my name ><
thx mom
i love u soooooooo much><

am i???

Am i ??
Really hard to understand??
why leh??
i can say that sometimes i hide my feelings very well...
but since i be with you for so long...
U still...
Am I???

Am I??
really love you??
i oso don know..
haha...
i guess.. no gua.....
coz ..... bo ko ning....
me and you ....
our type oso not same........
hehe...
i like you more as a frenz...!!
a gor gor!!
brother...
^^

Am i??
that stupid??
that blur??
i think yea...
sometimes ...
depends....
hohoho...
but i always show tis side of me to my family and my closest frenz...
my jie jie~~
gor gor~~
mei mei~~

Am I??
am i tat kinds of person u hate???
haha...
mayb....
but if u really don like me do certain things to you....
u can tell wan....
if reasonable...
yea i change....
if not....
i don care.....
tis is me....
haha...

Am I??
a good friend??
i don think so...
sometimes....
i feel very bad....
when i feel hurting my freinds...
mayb u doon't know...
but i really feel bad.....
sorry!!!
SORRY!!!
miane!!!!
MIANE!!!
GOMENASAI!!!
GOME....

Am I??
a homo or pervert??
ah...
me oso shock...
am i ??
i donno??
if u feel tat way....
tell me la....
haha...

Am I ??
useless??
uwaaaa...><
i am...><
dateline of the assignments coming jor!!!
i still bloging!!! ah><
hopeless><
fail><
go do work.....><
so lazy><
ar><

Close to you....

Do you heard this song before??
Close to you - Oliva ong..
haha!!!
I love this song so much.
Is about a girl who wanted to get close to the person that she like....
but that person were too famous by girls...
so....
But for me ...
I really love toget close to the people that i like...
Family....
Friends......
some person that i admire.....
Of corse close, is my family...
I always get close to my family...
But since now,....
i rarely get close to them. ...
Feel sorry...
Coz i always stay at coll until 5 something......
But i still consider is close to them though...
HAHA
Frenz....
I really love to get close to them...
understand their feelings and so on....
without saying a word already know what they are thinking...
hohoho.....
For those frenz i didn't get too close to....
If i like them i sure wanted to get to know more about him or her.....
the person i admire....
throws away all the singer pop star...
(coz i think i nvr had the chance to get close to them....)
In real life....
Those person i admire.....
I try to get close to them as wells....
coz i really really wanted to know what are they thinking...
I guess i m a kind of person who love to look into people's mind and thoughts...
seeing their expression......
"exploring" their feelings.....
haha.... i think i am though......

started... part one.....^^

WOAH!!
last time i use to scare of you all de leh......
but now hor.... our relationship become close jor......
hehe....
S1T1..
wah.. that time ah!!!
so scary leh....
i m so afraid of people....
so i didn't speak much in the class...
especially in the crowds...
I think now i m saying this ..
nobody in S1T1(2009 April intake)
will BELIEVE me....
HAHA..
but is true though....
From the start...
i din't get close to anyone...
until that day ...'
i and ye ying do the model of the street...
And now, she became my lao po jor..... hohoho...
we almost every morning go mamak.....
we do a lot of things together in coll....
wahaha....
and i finaly found one person who are "a bit" like me....
I m a person that very scare of crowd actually..
before come to coll , i nvr dare to speak or sing or dance in front of sooooo many people...
until that day,
i sing infront of auf, linn, suh mei, kean seng...
because that day, most of the student din come especially my gang....
then oly i started to be so crazy in class....
*sorry sorry...*
later group c has come in our group...
haha...
still i din talk a single word to them...
coz feel so scared....
the most remarkable thing i remember the first day i met them..
is Ah Biau and Kim sound...
that day lect haven't come,
so one girl (Kim) call he to sing..
i was shock by his singing...
And then Kim was the one who laugh so loud...
His and Her voice can say is very unique ...
That is y i nvr forget...
A2-10
Wah... these guys hor ....
from the start i oly speak to jack oly...
but.... our conversation is very awkward ...
then is kean seng,
i remember is that day i wanted to go to linn hostel to do the model with ye ying...
but i come early,
that time i walk on the street and suddenly meet up with kean seng.
so he lead me the way to linn hostel...
we talk many many things...
because i like japan
and he can speak Japanese oh!!!
^^
but i din show that i like japan very much!!
coz the Korea....
ar~~~
i nvr thought i can found frenz that love korea oso....
^^
xiu linn.... shally.... su jing....
haha!!
xiu linn n shally....
they two are the second and third person i found that they love Korea...
the first i found is su jing....
hohoho.....
we din talk much... that time....
but i m so happy to found some one like Korea....
su jing oso inspire me so much.,,,,....
her drawings......
her colouring......
her interest.......
haha....
can say is the one who "affected" me the most.....
then now we separate....
and i came to know suh mei more....
ah bao....
ah biau....
kin ....
kim......
to be continue.... ^^

relax a bit.... talk nonsense

Sometimes I really think that i am very lazy....
(I always lazy...)
Always take my time....
HAHA...
now i m taking my time to blog.....
hehe....
sometimes is good to have a break to do something that u like...
eat..
sleep... (no time to sleep)
writing blog..
fb -ing
read.... (i don think i will read while i m relaxing)
........
Don know y leh???
suddenly think of you oh!!!!
maybe ......
haha....
i........
think too much!!!
haha!!!
i think nvr going to happen rite...
haha....
sometimes think you once...
is good for me oso...
hehe....
hope you are happy at there....
^^
next time when i meet you again....
I think , I will not let you be quiet anymore....
hohoho....
paiseh hoh...
type so messy...
i think even you read oso don't know tat i m talking bout hor....
hehe....
coz i oso started to confuse...
haha....

Malacca...

So hot
So tired
So fun
So nice
So funny
So good
So full
So amazing...
So sleepy...
thx for the trip i hope my photos he approve la... hope...
today i less active with ye ying oh!!!
Sorry ah!!! ^^
I make up to you next time.. ^^
But still nice today!!!
Active with the others...
Suh mei!!!
Hehehehe^^ next time be my model again....
Sharm...
i will find tat place!!! then we go together again...
Ling wei
I want to eat!!! hehe!!! gogogo japan!!!
wei biau
( don b come golden fish man ah ^^)
green apple!!!! here i come!!! ^^
Ah bao
i was wondering your house... looks like how ah??
uncle tan
nvr mind la!!! use sk2 whitening la!!! ^^
Mun chun
Yea~~ my photography 有待加强！！next time be my model again!!^^
Kin
i sing lullaby to you...
Kim
*kiss kiss* ^^
Danielle
hope i spell correct your name.. bo beep bo beep ..... ah~~
Ye Ying
ur sound really really loud oh!!!^^
I love this trip...
now back to assignments...
ganbate
hwaiting
加油

change

It is scary....
It is like I don't even know you anymore...
She came today...
She speak to me bout you...
She say she started to hate you.....
For me.....
I still love you....
But the things u do to us is
Unfair, Childish, Stupid.....
I hated it very much....
I started to be more confuse....
when this thing keep hanging around my mind....
I can't forget it....
I still like always.....
talk to you...
care bout you....
and I still love you too...
but my love to you is decreasing every time....
While you are hurting me and she like that.....
It's hurt!!
I finally realize the pain....
You have change....
But somehow I feel like I know the reason you had change....
I don't know whether she realize it??
Realized the reason that you had change like this...
She is very angry....
I can feel it somehow.....
But she knows she cant do anything.....
But as for me....
For knowing you that long....
I somehow feel sad....
That you had change into like this....
You are always shinning while you are doing things with the one you love...
But now....
It seems we are more far apart ... when times goes by......
The one i used to know...
The one i use to love....
The one i use to care......
were gone....
I hate the one u are like this ......
But....
I still love you ......

I never wanted to say that...
I love you..
I respect you..
I admire you..
I care bout you..
in the same way ....
I hated you that much....
U are always like an angel to me...
U care bout me...
U also guide me to reach the thing i wanted...
U be with me when i needed..
U do a lot of thing to me...
U meant a lot to me...
But
U do such things....
I never thought of it...
Although U say u didn't do it...
U say it loudly...
Clearly...
But...
I cant believe...
That u actually did it...
I saw it in front of my eyes...
I heard it by my own ears...
Every single words...
To defends yourself ..
U hurts me and my beloved...
U turns away...
Without saying a word...
Without looking back...
Act like U were innocent...
she knows...
I knows...
we all knows....
This is why I hated U that much..
U cares me...
U are like angel..
But turns into a devil...
But...
But......
why???
why???