思念是一种很恐怖的东西。。
明天能见到你了~~好开心~~^^
但平时想见你的时刻又多了。。
最近你的电脑坏了。。
webcam也不能了。。
突然就非常的想念你。。
有时会觉得我太粘你，让你觉得没空间。。
所以有时就搞下失踪~~但心里还是不知不觉地命令我的手去发sms给你。。
我会不会太粘你了？dar~~你会不会觉得我烦呢？
第一次，我会为别人这样想。。是好是坏呢？
有时想太多。。有时却担心得更多。。
啊啊啊~~
做功课。。别想别想~~
你要没事啊dar。。
要健健康康的！要平安的啊~~

念你

想念本来就是一种很辛苦的事情。。
往往让人身不由己。。
一时会担心，他现在对处境。。议事会回忆着那些美好的回忆。。
想念情人和家人是有分别的。。
但担心的依然是一样有的。。
有时候会担心为什么这么久还没回来。。
是不是有事情发生了呢？
会不会遇到什么坏事？会不会累呢？
现在的我。。最近就处于这个状态。。

这种感觉因该是不会淡掉的吧？
在fb看了对情侣好恩爱的样子~~我自己就会开始羡慕起来。。
看到我的朋友都过得好好的。。自己也替他们好高兴哦。。
家人的关系也不差了~~ 慢慢变好了^^

我应该知足吧？怎么每次讲却每一次都忘了。。
因该拿个便利贴，贴在我的脸上提醒自己。。哈哈~~
dar~~我好像见你。。好像抱你啊。。T^T huhu~~
我好想你呀。。huhu T^T不知道为什么就觉得会有事情发生。。
答应我不要有事好吗？不要有事啊。。

Another half dead day for me T^T

Dar de laptop died ade.. and now his is looking for new laptop in digital mall now T^T hahaha which means cant online with him le.. But really am I a jinx or what? why dar come down to KL keep happen bad things.. car mati.. Laptop mati.. then now he fall into sick... eeeee.... Me seems like keep bring bad luck to dar de T^T.... Dar be safe at digital mall there k.. T^T Keep worrying now.... be safe be safe k..

Today my lect gave us the magazine from the oversea which inside have our poster "home". Which I am very excited to look or read the magazine.. hahaha but then when I read it.. the poster I made for the "home" inside the magazine there written "my floating home by Ong Poh Jet" @.@!!! what the heck T^T Why is not my name? But my classmate's name T^T really have a big Arrow "CHOP" in my heart T^T wanted to tell Vernon.. but.. haiz.. fine la.. they also publish ade.. T^T huhuhuhuhuhuhu just just.. My artwork... do for a long time and keep using different method to do it.. and waste so many time on it.. then written it is from another person and my name totally didn't mentioned inside the magazine.. T^T sad sad...

Finally I know how sad for artist when they done their master piece and been said that it is from other people T^T

Half dead..

half dead rite now.. Cant do anything properly.. Wanted to know dar news but don't dare to disturb.. wanted to do research but stuck in no where.. Wanted to talk but cant talk properly.. Wanted to think but my mind is freezing.. What can I do now? Half dead now.. T^T

short post to share [show off] my desktop wallpaper ^^ hoho

My new desktop wallpaper~~ tadaa~~ ^^

Start to love photography anyways~~ and these kind of photography fascinates me the most..

How the photographers enhance the feelings of the setting or even a story by their techniques and even by using their creative mind to think of a composition to tells the story~~ ahhh~~~ love it so much ^^

Dar dar~~ lai lai we take some of these photos someday kk? haha

Get well soon~ muacks love you ^^

Reopening my blog..

Guess things slowly back to where it is, guess it takes time to cure some wounds..
Sorry to hurt people which i don't mean to hurt..
Anyway will reopen this blog and gonna be careful on some issues~~
So thank you for teaching me another important lesson.. and sorry, I only realize that I made a big mistakes.. Sorry.. will not happen again.. I promise.. ^^

Love you all always~~

blog start block... if anyone want to see baru invite XD

I guess I'm really wrong in the first place..
Sorry for making things like this..
I really didn't meant to turn things this way..
That time is just I get mad a bit and wanted to speak it out..
At least I can release my stress..
But I really didn't mean it the way you said it though..

But today~~ thank you you guys finally talk to me..
although is not a smooth talk but.. I get to hear your voice is enough for me already ^^
muacks really love you guys and can't even live without you guys..
Maybe is hard for me to tell you guys in words.. or face to face..
but anyways.. love you all always..

ps: dar muacks love you ^^

Be really really careful k dar... love you always.. and miss u so so so much..
Today is kinda blur day for me.. After discussion with lect, then I start blurring slowly..
After help out my lao po then I became more blur then just now..
When reach to library, I'm awake and when I went in the lrt station I start blur blur blur again...
So blur and sleepy... ahhhhhh
want to sleep but hmmmp... must wake up..
later need to wake dar up..
wake up wake up..

今天很开心^^谢谢^^

心总算平静下来。。
不是说今天玩得不开心。。
今天我开心得不得了。。
但就在今天收尾时。。有点突发状况罢了。。
第一，的士司机的话我有点听不进去。。
但后来，没事了。。只是他的态度不好。。在开始时。。
因为某某豆腐紧抓住我的手不放。。然后一幅很担心又带点安慰的样子看着我。。
不用说一句话，眼神就好像说了好多的话。。
呵呵~~感觉好幸福所以慢慢的气消了。。

回到家，可能爸爸心情不好。。
听到了妈妈的几句话。。就小题大做。。
对我说了些还蛮难听的话。。
但算了，本来心情很不好。。
后来对豆腐说了出来心情也好点。。
但对不起dar让你听这些。。
对不起。。如果会对dar带来些不开心。。那我以后就不再说。。好吗？
dar别一直怪自己。。爱本来就没有谁对谁错。。谁让谁照成困扰。。
我爱你。。旁人怎么说我都能接受，有时会升起一下。。但发泄后就没事。。
家人那方面。。我会慢慢的让她们接受。。
我不想吵，也不想大家伤心。。
我回加油的。。努力的爱dar，努力的爱我很重要的人^^

挫折也是种折磨的享受

我对几个人说过几句。。
其实人生有些挫折才叫做人生。。
听了后的人，都摆出一副。。“我不觉得咯” 的样子。。
哈哈~~没再说他们的坏话哦~~只不过大家看的跟想法不一样。。

对我而言，人生如果太顺利。。那么那个人一定会经不起一点点的挫败。。
因为他觉得到最后是中赢得会是我，同时输的他们关我屁事？
慢慢的狂妄自大，骄傲过渡，轻视。。种种的性格就会在他身上看见。。

反而经过挫折走过来的人，对他而言。。他会把握每一次机会。。
可能会想要放弃，但熬过过来的人必定是比常常赢得人来的厉害，来得犀利~~
着人的潜在能力比谁都还厉害。。比谁都能挨。。

又从另一个角度看吧，人生若没有挫折那快乐和成功就不会有人去珍惜。。
因为成功是要经过磨炼，经过很多关才能够享受胜利的滋味~
但若在这过程中一点挫折都没有，胜利就只不过是另一个平凡的结局。。

人生如果有快乐就会有不快乐，会笑会哭。。会兴奋也会气愤。。
若只想着要快乐，那就去居住在虚幻的空间吧。。这里是现实是你人生存在的空间，那就得懂得珍惜每一份感动。。每一个心情。。有时真的很难去接受。。但接受也可以是件很伟大的事。。

My girlfriend is a gumiho~

this is the drama I've been watching lately.. is about a fox who wanted to become a human and most importantly to search for her life partner. But she been locked inside a painting for 500 years. And finally, she manage to get out from the painting with the help of a young boy who dreams to become an actor. 

Haha is a very cute drama though ^^ and was touching T^T 

the last song for tonight ^^ 

Cant forget the rhythm of this song..

is so silent and so nice to hear. 

hehe enjoy ^^ and goodnight^^

接吻的十大好处 vs 接吻也会生病哦~~

hmm~~这是之前看到的一篇文章。。哈哈~~是说接吻的好处。。曾经答应了豆腐要给他看的~~哈哈~~在这里给你看吧~~^^

1、接吻是一种很好的脸部运动方式。

      一个热情的吻会使面部29块肌肉处于紧张状态，这29块肌肉包括12种唇部及17种舌头部位的肌肉。换句话说，接吻可以被看作是一种有效地锻炼方式，它能够使皮肤更加光滑，预防皱纹，也能够加速血液循环。或许接吻的效果要比使用各种护肤霜或做面膜还要好一些。当然，同使用护肤霜以及做面膜相比较而言，接吻的过程要让人舒服的多。　

2、接吻可以预防牙斑和龋齿。

     接吻可以刺激分泌大量唾液，唾液中含有钙和磷，有效预防龋齿。充满激情的接吻者不容易得牙龈炎。此外，在接吻过程中，唾液的酸碱度是中性的，也能预防牙齿疾病。　

3、接吻可以提高免疫力。

     接吻可以让双方之间交换唾液，其中包括很多不同的物质，水分、酶、细菌、脂肪、天然盐以及蛋白质等。根据最新一项研究显示，以上各种物质交换可以刺激一个人的免疫系统产生抗体。

4、接吻可以减肥。

      一个快速浪漫的接吻可能要燃烧2到3卡路里的热量，而法国式接吻却至少要燃烧5卡路里，因为法国人接吻需要张开嘴，舌头进行接触。科学家宣布，要想达到减肥的效果，我们并不需要疯狂接吻。每天只需三个持续20秒的吻，就能让你达到减轻体重的目的。　

5、接吻可以锻炼心脏功能。

     充满激情的接吻持续90秒钟，可能致使血压升高，引起脉搏跳动速度加快，锻炼我们的心脏功能。此外，接吻还会增加血液荷尔蒙的水平。

6、接吻可以止痛。

     内啡肽荷尔蒙是一种很好的麻醉剂。接吻越有激情，人体就会分泌越多内啡肽。一次激吻所产生的荷尔蒙达到的止痛效果比吗啡的效力高200倍。另外，接吻所产生的其他一些有趣的效果和抗生素有关。在接吻过程中，唾液会自动产生抗生素，这同样也能产生麻醉效果，让你忘记伤痛。

7、接吻可以舒缓压力。

     接吻是一种情感的交流，可以帮助身体放松，从而缓解压力。

8、接吻可以延长寿命。

     据说，经常接吻的人，其寿命比接吻频率一般的人长5年，而后者更容易遭遇交通意外。

9、接吻可以分析唾液里的遗传兼容性。

     接吻的时候，人的大脑会利用对方的唾液，分析唾液里的遗传兼容性。

10、经常接吻的人得到胃、膀胱或是血液病变的机会也比较小。

但在今天我却又找到另一个很特别的事。。就是接吻病。。@.@!!

接吻无法避免跟对方的唾液接触，很自然会“交换”双方口腔内经常存在的细菌。如果口腔没有溃疡，身体又健康，抵抗力足的话，细菌就不容易作恶，口腔中的细菌可“和平共处”。 可是，如果接吻太激烈，咬伤嘴唇或牙肉，其中一方的抵抗力又弱的话，便有可能出现“接吻病”，造成口疮、喉咙发炎，甚至入血后引起致命的坏血病。 

食物中有无数细菌存在，透过进食，口腔也会“吸收”细菌，一有机会，便加以散播。 

年轻人接吻太频繁，会染上“急性接吻病”。 

“接吻病”的严重程度，受到以下几个因素的影响： 

·细菌恶性程度：如急性的毒性传染病病毒。 

·细菌数量：口腔卫生越差，口腔细菌量越多，致病的几率越高。 

·接触时间：接吻时间越长，互换细菌的数量也越多。

太奥妙了对不对~~哈哈~ ^^ 情侣们要珍惜也要小心哦~~XD

yin yang~~

今天的心情还有点。。不知该怎么表达才好。。
所以这篇文章将用两种语言来诠释~~^^
如果一种语言能代表人的一个心情。。那华语是什么心情？英文又是什么心情呢？但如果你问我马来文代表什么心情我将会说是一种非常复杂与难懂的心情。。

就用华语吧~~今天，可说是我经历了我很久没经历过的事。。那就是听我的好友，我的老婆述说她的心事。。在这里就不方便说出她的心事。。毕竟是别人的私人问题。。不必要公开到一五一十的写在部落格里面。。但我很高兴，当有人能跟你述说她懊恼的事，伤心的事。。对我而言那是倾诉者对聆听者的一种放心，信任，甚至是诚心地对待。。^^谢谢~~我很高兴能在你伤心是聆听你的心情。。虽然建了一堵堵的墙，但谢谢你为了我在那堵厚厚的墙建了个窗口~~让我能在窗口下面倾听你的声音~ ^^

今天也让我担心了。。老婆的弟弟发生了意外。。T^T 然后他们两个还要自己搭巴士回家。。要小心啊~~

hehe As for english post.. All I can said I will use broken english to write this post lalala xD [my english not good T^T blek] Today afternoon while mom pick me up from Lrt kelana jaya satation, then mom told me something about how grandma knows about my dar^^ hahaha All I can say is my grandma is too cute ^^ Yesterday morning, my grandma so panic @.@!! And his asked my cousin to search and even print my dar's picture for her to see.. Then she said my dar looks like a "star" [actor] hahah XD then she said dar looks nice ah~~ Then said "PASS" hahaha XD

hehe yesterday~~ We went to pak tor without using car~~ he took a taxi to kelana jaya station and we pak tor for a whole day then only he took another taxi to go back.. but but.. still Dar must be super tired and hin hin.. because he need to rush from there to here and rush from here to there.. T^T sorry dar.. if I can drive T^T But still ^^ hehe super happy ^^ yesterday went to klcc for the aquarium then went to timesquare hehe and went for snooker and bowling ^^ one win one lose~~ I won him in bowling ^^ and lose him in snooker =.=llll I I... challenge dar next time @.@!! hehe blek but thanks to dar ^^ he teach me how to play bowling only I can win him.. But also can see he is tired.. that is why he don have any energy to play...

muacks ^^ hehe

Not an emo post oh~~ don't worry ^^ haha

Looking at my dashboard.. this is the 408 post on my blog.. erm.. actually if count in all those which I spend so many time to type but didn't manage to post it out those post.. this could be the 508 post I think? I've got so many words.. so many things wanted to speak it out... but some how.. Words that cant been spoken out is better to keep to yourself isn't it?

No matter how strong a persons relationship to another, there sure will be words that can't even reveal or be spoken to anyone. For me, if I keep keeping it to myself... I think I'll be insane or even crazy I think? And so I come up with a blog for me to post. Since I always act like a nobody in the group.. With or without me doesn't think that anyone will notice it. But gladly,art makes me stand on the highest point which grabs all the attention.. When I almost give up on everything art is the one which is still there inspire me.. ^^ haha back to topic, even I'll hide some very very or super super "wth" or "emo" post. Even I still need to hide words from my blog @.@!!

Because I know there is a huge fan out there who called tofu will read it, there is a girl who is a pieces and are so supportive to me will read it, and some others people such as my dear lao po will read it sometimes and people who cares will read it.. I don't like to be a burden.. a girl who do nothing but keep makes people worrying about me. A girl who accept and not willing to give.. More importantly, I don't even wanted to become the me in the past.

Don't know how to bring this but, the old me can be said as the most scariest kid in my family I think... hahaha but that is old story liao ~~ so lalala drop it la XD

feelings for now..

Hmmm... beed worried about my dar dar ~.~ he seems to have a lot of problems.. and I cant even help him T^T  haizz... I always said I will be there for him.. but as always is just supporting him physically.. but not literally helped him out.. T^T Sometimes really felt like I'm so selfish in love and was useless T^T dar sacrifice a lot just to come down to kl... T^T and I cant even helped him out while he got any trouble.. I must be strong.... erm... must be helpful haha XD at least can drive.. T^T at least can come up ideas which might help him out T^T huhuhu... All I can say is "cheer up, everything will be fine.." but I know is useless though.. but I'll keep dar accompany... whenever dar wants to talk.. or even need a listener I'll be there.. I'll be sure I'll be there..

Always remember, even the god shut the door up.. but the angels will still leave the windows open. Life is tiring.. I know.. but we need to overcome it.. don't give up... and this is the best gift from god to the humans~ never give up ^^ no matter what happens.. no matter how tough it is.. happiness is always the key to open all the doors~ impossible will be possible ^^ muacks ^^

Another weird feeling is that I dare to wear short skirts to the public.. Don't know will have how many people feel vomiting or uneasy.. Because my leg is very very big, HUGE than any woman will have T^T eeeee... That is why When I was young I don't even dare to wear any pants or skirt which is shorter than my knee... exp when i was slim that time la XD hahaha now... hehehe hehe.. erm erm... okie i dare wear out le..  if any one want to laugh or knock wall because of cant tahan then go ba~~ I erm.... I don't care liao~~ I young though~~ haha ^^