don't know y these days... my feelings goes up till the highest point and i cant even reach it... but after that it goes falls down to the bottom.... and it is hurt....
But then i decided to climb up back to the highest point... but it will fall down again and again... no matter how hard i try... it just can't remain the same....
Suddenly i feel touch by the others.. because of what they did to me... and i feel like i am one of it... but out of a sudden... i've been avoided by them... the ones i use to be familiar with.... the one i use to love... y out of a sudden... all seems to be change? am i the problem of all of this? or you think that i have change and is not the one that you familiar with... so that you don't like?
To be honest... the more you treat me that way... i treat you back and i feel guilty for it... am i really change? change to be someone who is worst enough to make you fed up on me? why........ i ..... am? am i really?
I don't know... i don't even know what are you thinking.. things that i am not familiar with... and things i familiar with... are all change... but is it they change? or i am the one who change?
I really love this place... and where i stand from the past till now... but... now... it seems to be... i am lost.... i am not a part in it.... am i?
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