we play, we eat, we love.. we are over...

You take things like granted.. and so i leave you...
you thought i will be always there for you.. no matter you need me or not...
You thought i will never leave... no matter what u did...
all these life i am regret to spend those days with u... but in a way.. i glad to have those days with you...

Still i remember what you did to me...
good..
happy..
sad...
even angry...

but i glad everything is wat it is now..

although i will still missing those days...

remember the day we met her?
maybe you don't realize..
but as for a girl..
I already know we are far apart..
you are much more care bout her..
you are such a fuss.. when i mislead u to her location... then you left me behind and off to her...
i walked alone and your hands are ade at her shoulder...
you two played like little child..
indeed.. i am jealous and in a fuss also..
do you hear me? when i call your name?
now i left... i leave.. i surrender.. i am totally in pain....
again.. do you heard me? when i called your name?

i totally breakdown...
but i tell myself not to breakdown..
coz we are still couple... should enjoy
and appreciate each other..
coz 2 person together need some kinds of fate..
but still... am i forcing everything to hard?
that time.. i am not suppose to breakdown..
but i did...

when things started to turn cold and worst...
u might not know..
but ur msg is less than before...
ur care is less than before..
our conversation..
she always appears..
indeed i know is time to end it...
but i still tells myself..
it's not over...
i'll make it right...

once i felt sorry to you...
coz i've been bad to you...
i am..
sorry...
but when i tells you i am sorry..
u said nvm...
i don't know u really mean it or not...
but i glad u accept my apologized that time

i thought u wont be gone..
i thought u wont be vanished...
i thought u will be there always for me..
but what i thought... seems to be in
right and wrong...
you get influence by people easily...
maybe u will said no...
but still you are...

at last,
after all the crazy things..
after all the sweetness...
after all the curiousness...
after all the jealousy...
after all the things...
after all the days we been through..
i am finally tired...
i am... what you did... in front of me and behind of me...
i had enough ade...
although when i said i wanted to end this with you...
i am still madly in love with it...
with all the things you did...
and i still finding excuses for you...
but i find it no used...
i will still hate...
and yet i still love...
but now all is over...
i finally... get over you...
darren james de rozario....
this is the last time i spell your full name...
^^