me you he she we they

nothing...
left nothing...
that kinds of feels..
i knows better than you do...
coz i had nothing before...
but then now i had everything...
had everything is more scary then u had nothing...
really...
coz...
u scared all the thing u had rite here rite now..
will slip away...
and is a torture to have everything..
is a punishment for you to have everything..
is hard..
harsh...
even cruel...

tired again...
shutting down...
i don wan to know anything right here right now...
i am tat stupid ...
i am tat naive...
i am tat fool...
for you to fooled around with..
yea...
i think this is wat i meant to you...
i am a doll for you...
you can have fun with me...
but then one day..
u will grow up and just throw me away...
like you did last time..

yes..
i am tat depressed...
i am tat evil...
i am tat cruel...
feeling bad..
i know y u angry..
i know how u react...
i know how u gone missing without any words...
i know the reason very well...
but i just escape it...
i try to forget just to make myself didn't feel any guilty..
i am.....

you can abandon me like they did..
coz i am not worth it...
yea...
i can become one of those trash inside the dustbin...