I keep on doing things that are not good for you.. but i can't help it.. i am too curious to know to find it out.. i test you.. i check up on you... i know that this is ur personal life.. but u know ur so call "personal life" is ruin us>< driving us appart.. i rather u are just the one that i scared so much.. but now.. i am confuse.. u are the one who brings my hope up light me the way in the dark... but why?? u betray me and the others.. i wanted to tell the others but i don't wanted things turns out more worst.. but is it the way ?? the only way?? to keep ur so call secret and live like nothing happen?? seeing the others didn't notice.. seeing you keep on scolding us and say we are so bad and didn't care of you?? it really pissed me off... sometimes i really wanted to shout at you..>< i know is wrong... really wrong.. cause i can't ...
keeping it as a secret really will save our relationship?? or i am just another helper of yours??
what am i going to do?? more important what can i do and what will happen after this?? i really feel bad... bad to you bad to the others and most importantly bad to myself.. what if the one that you trust the most.. the one that you had sacrifice everything to him or her.. and suddenly one day.. u fond out he or she is betraying you all the time?? lies.. lies...
u are like a savior to me, but is all covered with lies...
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