@.@ll

Somehow.. feels like stop doing stuff like this....
is like ..hey are you nuts?
going for something that you don't really know...
going for something that you know there is no ending?
going for something that will cost you that much...

but hey.. i am the one that don't really love to listen to people...
even myself...
haizzz...
yea... this is somehow...
yea......
i can't really explain it clearly what i feel right now...
cause now i also feel miserable in a way....
i don't know where should i stand...
i don't know this will continue till what time...
i don't know how am i going to say next...
i don't know how to tell you ....
i don't really know myself....
i really...
really am ...
i don't know....

  these days my mind is totally blank...
i don't know what should i do on my work...
the things i had already learn..
the things that i familiar with...
now... i can't really do it out again...
the things that i know...
the things that i thought i knew...
seems different...
so different from the start...
i am out of focus...
really out of focus.....

i need a break...
if i continue doing things like this..
i will just end up dying beside the road..
but i can't...
can't...
i can't...

sounds so sad....
haizz...
sounds so depressed...
but now i am in a high mood...
???
wat the...
what la me...
haiyo.....
don't know la...
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what am i doing??
doing work....
eating...
typing blog..
at the same time...
what kind of woman is me??
teruk sangat...
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malas sangat...