Actually, when things turn into the way you don't want it to be.. it change even faster then you expected.. But after a while.. everything seems to back to where it is from the start.. eventually.. you can't have the same feeling from the beginning.. for what we are today.. after the big change that the "things" made to us.. we are will have a thing set up which were called as "firewall". We know that you will be like this.. and we know that you are like this.. and when we can't accept the way you are right now.. is hard for us to go back to where it is from the start..
Some might have take a good advantage when things change.. and some might have lost or even lose some great things in that person's life.. but when you tell them.. "Hey, things are going back to where it is from the start.." nobody seems to be happy.. For the one that gain good stuff after the changes... they definitely don't even wanted to be back to the place where they had nothing.. but for those who lost or lose their great thing in life.. they still won't be happy after you told them everything is going back to the start... this is because they don't wanted to lose the same thing again.. and they set up a firewall for themselves.. how are they suppose to enjoy?
This is life, all I can say.. we cant control others people's life but we can be able to control our own self life.. some might said.. our life are controlled by god but not us.. yeah.. in a way.. but you can control ur emotions.. how you see things and how you responds to it.. this is all your decision.. not god.. And because of how we react to things like this.. in a way, u change something.. might be a little thing in your life.. but when every little single thing that you had change.. you are changing your life..
For me.. i really hate changes.. haha.. some might be shocked.. why i will said this.. but somehow.. something does appear from nowhere.. and it seems to be staying in my life for long... but when i start to use to it.. it change .. and even disappear...I think this is the reason why i hate changes.. >< maybe because i scared it will be disappear.. >< haizz.. somehow.. i need to accept that this is part of our life too..
It might be sounds like i am very depressed bout it.. but I'll still look forward to it.. ^^ cause somehow the things that change.. although it change till the thing not what I expected it to be.. but it shows.. it tells me who/what is right and who/what is wrong... I learned.. I know.. and I prepared for the next round..
Life is full of changes, which gives us a lot of surprises..
Some might shock you to death.. and some might give you happiness..^^
But no matter what kind of changes the god sent..
I am ready for it.. Won't be afraid.. Won't be panic...
So bring it on.. my heart is still strong.. strong enough to take all the goods and bad...
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